I wake up to a sunny but cold day. My thoughts feel all over the place is it the full moon? I just want to feel like Myself again.. but I feel like that person is is gone when you went away and I found who was by my side to help me through sad when you find how low the number is of people you thought you had . Bitter sad anger all comes to mind but then am I to blame for this for believing I could trust any of you. . so I’m going to guard my heart do what I need to do for me and yes I am going to be selfish isn’t that what all of you are?