Memorial Day ..not the Same…

Outside my door the winds have calmed the storms have passed ..for now. Settled in last night with my new book . After about 45 mins later I put my book down and shut the light off. It wasn’t that the book wasn’t good it was . I just wanted to lay there in the darkness and watch the flash of the lighting and hear the roll of the thunder . Love nighttime storms. As the storm came through flashing shadows on my wall I laid there taking it in thinking about the Memorial Day weekend approaching .. like everything things change. I know a part of life. Even if I wanted time to to stop it would not ..even for a moment . Even laying there watching the storm was different… my daughter at some friends house . My son tired from work in bed as well as my hubby just I watching it .No kids running into the bedroom or sitting in our living room watching counting between the lightening flashes. Just I … As this Memorial Day approaches this will not be the same as well. Yes they’ll be a cookout ,bonfire on one of the days but less around the fire. but our hearts with them . No friends sleeping over , no sleeping out in a tent and being waken by kids running in as fast as they can to sleep on the living room floor because they heard something in the woods. No movie nights with buckets of popcorn and wide eyed kids as they watched .No just my hubby and I watching a movie , or sitting and watching the stars , taking a ride . As our door swings open and close as my kids come and go from work. I will embrace this change and then the next one and the next one. But for now I will embrace this moment . with a smile on my face and also a tear in my eye.

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Author: windsofchange18

I am a stay at home mom of two. I love my morning coffee and my afternoon tea. I love spending time with my family. In my spare time I love to read and especially write. I hope what I share on here all of you will enjoy.

8 thoughts on “Memorial Day ..not the Same…”

  1. It does seem like a shame.. the end of eras and the end of chapters we really enjoyed. But time goes forward.. we have to make the most of every moment.

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  2. Bittersweet memories. I totally get the whole smile on your face, tear in your eye. It’s just a good thing that we continue having new, good happy moments, right?

    I remember the first time Mom and I went to MY favorite BBQ restaurant after my Dad died. Even though my Dad and I weren’t close, AT ALL, I suddenly realized that restaurant was no longer anything special or great to me. Being there with just me and my Mom was awful. The food was the same. Still the best BBQ ever, but being there, just the two of us, without Dad and his friends? No. I hated it. I think she did too. We ate in silence. Or forced small talk.

    Now when I have a BBQ pork sandwich craving I run in and get it to go and we eat at home.

    I can’t enjoy that place now, without Dad.

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