A long Sunday…

Woke after having a full nights sleep once again so rare for me.. silly thing is I fell asleep so soundly as the music echoed loudly through the bedroom window and the fan blew in some of the bonfire scent from my sons fire with many of his friends showing up through out the evening one car after another. Their good kids so no worries for I but my other half was not liking it….🙄 they were doing nothing wrong so I told him to just go to bed .. well he did but I do not believe he slept well but oh I did .. I woke to my living room filled with his friends sleeping on our sectional , floor , chairs wherever they could get comfortable. Once out of the shower they were headed out to grab some breakfast in town at their favorite local diner . And I enjoyed some coffee out on the deck surprisingly the fire still smoking.oh how I will miss him and his friends…. but such as the wind changes direction so does life . And all we can do is figure out if we go in the direction of the winds change or against the wind and stay where we are? I want to believe we go where the wind takes us . Isn’t life about change , moving forward? I hope so. How can you or things stay the same if everything else is changing around us. I believe that would be like feeling dead inside. My opinion only. This blog isn’t named winds of change for nothing. On to the last week of the four of us all together. And it is going to be hard .. he brings life to this family . His contagious adventurous personality . Just lights everything up but I know he is looking forward to all of this and is ready so that makes me happy. And I’m curious to see where the wind takes us….

It’s 8:30 at night and it’s completely dark out . I’m happily enjoying the movie Bohemian Rhapsody as I write this. I love Queens music and the story , I know everyone may have different opinions on it but all I see is a man who fought many struggles of who he was or who he should be . And I cannot judge someone who is struggling .. this world is made up of people living their life’s in the way they choose and seem to work for them. We do not know the struggles of anyone all we can do is respect their choice to tell or their choice to stay silent . So with that said I’m going enjoy the rest of the movie .