Love…

Love..  such a small   simple word  well to some with such  a big meaning  . Take a moment and really look at this word and ask yourself what does it mean to you? selfless ,selfish good.. bad ..powerful  sincere .Think about it.

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Evenings..

20161202_070027Dinner is done and cleaned up actually everyone was home tonight to eat.Tired….but home. My beautiful daughter brought me home an  ice coffee  for herself as well yes… an ice coffee you heard that right yes I dislike winter it’s cold out but sadly Ice coffee is the best anytime. so now settled in tired cranky teenage son hanging out in his room my hubby and daughter and  I watching reruns  of Friends well my daughter and I  ,hubby fell asleep. My daughter and I love Friends it can always  have  us laughing  it never gets old. They do not make many good TV shows like Friends anymore . Okay I am back… had to pause writing to bring my so called tired teenage son to a friends because they need to study for exams that are happening this week so he promised he would get sleep there will see …It’s not going to be me tired at track practice tomorrow.. oh teenagers  you never know what direction your going with them. I will say the ride over to his friends gave me the opportunity  to look at the amazing sky blanketed with the brightest stars shining like diamonds so beautiful and endless . love the night sky as much as I love my morning and evening sunsets  just shows us  somethings never change. That is  a good thing. So now back home and once again settled in have a great night everyone.

 

 

Contentment…

It’s a three day weekend and so far it’s been a nice calm nothing that needs  to be done weekend,  happy for that I think I catching the cold my Son and husband have had.   On Saturday I did some decluttering  around the house and some dusting and rearranging things and as I was taking off the throw blankets on my sofa I moved my sofa cushion and under it I found a dog treat  I just stood there and smiled and thinking yes another sign like he was saying Hi mommy ..I know I haven’t lost my mind well not yet 🙂 to some it was just a treat that fell down in the sofa but to me it’s a sign he was was saying he was still with us in spirit and to me that is  a happier thought. As the day progressed my husband and son put our new TV stand up I am in the process of changing and as my son would say updating our house you would think this was an  old house no it isn’t but he is 16 and image  is everything. I am hoping his head comes out of the clouds soon. ..okay the old TV stand did have to go and now I am getting a new coffee table hopefully a newer sofa .  and new paint  on the walls as well. yes change.

Sunday it’s a much quieter day ,My daughter at work and my son off with his friends and Miss Abigail my daughters cat getting into everything is it. still a full moon? she has been a crazy cat lately. and I am still slowly going through our house and decluttering yes its another boring day I am sure some are thinking but I am actually content .I am not a winter person. and even though the sun is shining it is still to cold for me and why spend money on something silly when I can use it for things I want in my house. I m not trying to be fancy just comfortable we built this house 10 yrs ago and its not been changed around to much and it’s time and I never felt I had it cozy enough I like the cozy feeling so I am determine to do that . Tomorrow will get out because I know my husband is inching to he needs to be constantly on the go and I am just content to write take care of my home and family and well yes enjoy my coffee runs my addiction 🙂 but honestly it does not take much to make me happy especially now being older I have come to enjoy the little things in life ….is that so bad ?  Tell me I would love to know what you think Well my son is home and is hungry and mom is on duty .

Changes.. Always

Changes life’s way….everything is always changing sadly I am not very good with changes. changes need to happen that is  how we grow or make things better but sometimes there hard ..sad changes and not wanted . A lot of them lately bitter sweet ones lets see soon we will all have a new President to some it’s good to others  it isn’t we will have to learn to adapt which lately society is having a hard time of that and that is a worrisome thought. My Family and I have gone through a sad change our beloved pups past away before Christmas and it has not felt the same around our house especially for my daughters kitty Miss Abigail and I who spend most of our time in the house . Each day is getting a bit better but some days I feel like he is here because Miss Abigail does her hide in the corner then pounces in to empty air now like she is pouncing on the pups like she use to do, then they would chase each other down our hallway which is what Miss Abigail does after she pounces into empty air but something tells me she sees or feels her buddy …yes I  believe in things like that it helps me get through with out him.

My Other change is in less then a month my youngest child will go for his drivers license and I am excited for him but worried at the same time because he is my youngest and  he loves to always be on the go so I will have some or should say more sleepless nights. I just feels like yesterday he had just  learned to pedal a bike how did time go by so fast  its all  so surreal .  So  make memories a lot of them a hold them tight because change has no time span and we are all on this crazy ride called life.

 

 

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Photo Monday being silly..

So this a bit late posting but it’s just been one of those day, .it’s hard getting back into the swing of things after school vacations because I take advantage of having  less of a routine and late nights and late mornings.  but we all need to do that time to time.. okay so here is my Photo Monday it’s a bit silly but there is a lot of emotions that comes with this photo . One it’s my oldest my beautiful daughter and I using her snap chat this is one of the filters becoming a deer 🙂 the second emotion  that comes to me is love because it was one of her days from work and she spent the day with me  we enjoyed a ice light lunch out and then had a delicious Starbucks Latte then  headed  home and took silly innocent pictures I think the other ones we took we almost had ourselves on the floor laughing so hard . I am so happy I have such a great bond with her My son and have a great bond also but it’s on a total different level and he is 16 so goofing with mom is strange I quote him 🙂  I hope you like it and I hope you do silly things with your kids once in awhile I recommend it you will enjoy it so much and the memories you will be making is the greatest gift.

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Daily Prompt: Gone

via Daily Prompt: Gone   My pups yes sadly several weeks before Christmas oh do I miss him ..respect  not much  of that  any more . You put up the word gone endless things flood my mind . love true lasting love endless .smiling wow who does that hmm not many . A real big one 2016 yes gone forever .and my favorite the days of living simple yes can we not keep that gone .. funny how one little word is like a huge dark long tunnel of meaning .Different  meaning to everyone but at the same time I think we end up together with our thoughts .

Back to the normal..

The decorations are packed  up put away the tree is stripped of its decorations and now sadly is outside , beautiful tree it was my Son did well picking it It was the easiest tree to put up and believe me that is a surprising thing for us we have had many that have fallen over hopefully the birds and the squirrels will fine refuge in it from the weather and get to enjoy it.  The house is back to normal less cluttered back in order and yes now back to the norm of course it’s raining …the house is clean supper is cooking and the quietness is almost eerie the the kitty Miss Abigail is cozy and sleeping soundly on the couch my Son is back to school with sleepy eyes I know the feeling, the early morning was a hard one. My Husband and Daughter are working so here I sit now and write my day time show is back on schedule so that has been watched . I like this feeling after Christmas I am always ready relieved when its over and feels new. how about you how do you feel when Christmas is over and the New Year has come. let me know.

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