I’m ready for the holidays to pass not trying to be. a Scrooge just not feeling into it this year, it’s been a year of mix emotions. , so many changes good and bad . So many myself. people going through something, I am just sick of hearing are you ready for Christmas meaning did you buy all your gifts even though I found myself saying it tonight. I just feel There is so much more then gifts and i think the togetherness the cheer the giving should be all year around and not emphasized for this one day and the remembering of our love ones in heaven should not have to be a reminder I think of my love ones in heaven every day . I live one day at a time and bless each new day I am given with my love ones I pray every night and I try not to take nothing for granted and as of this year that has not been hard to do . All I want for all that are suffering right now is peace and love and guidance and that you are wrapped in the warm embrace of the beautiful memories of your love ones that are no longer here but still with you locked away in your heart forever and one day you can remember them not with a tear but a smile .that is what I want for Christmas and every day after..


Snow day tomorrow?

It’s 10:00 Thursday night laying here checking my phone every to seconds well not that often but often enough hoping they will cancel school tomorrow now so we don’t have to get that horrible 5 o’clock telephone call telling us it’s closed , it’s only a 3 hr day then Christmas vacation begins .theres a storm coming in snow and freezing rain right at the time of the morning commute through out the whole day . My son is in bed been sleeping since 8 couldn’t sleep last night and it would just be nice to know now then he can stay sleeping and get the rest he needs . Crazy this waiting I do yes a mom to the core 🙂 I’m hoping sleep takes over soon so I’m not checking constantly . Many schools have cancelled. Oh the things I can think about . At least I’m cozy in bed Miss Abigail is in bed with my hubby and I as my daughter is out with her boyfriend so she is cozy with us , love that the kitty does this . Well here I go check my phone one last time before I fall asleep .No they haven’t cancelled well phone call there may be … okay sweet dream every one Good Night.


Just about ready for Christmas just need to stop thinking if it was enough .. yes I know I have posted how it’s not about things but I’m a mom and I can’t help not to think about it even though I know they have enough anyways . I have to laugh the other evening I had said to my son I know your in between jobs and really have not much money , he looked at me like oh no so I went on , you know that old I pad that you have sitting in your room for about a yr unused? if your going to not use it you could give that to me . He. Says ” what that you would take that as a gift it’s old . …ok all of you must be thinking the same thing hahaha it is but for me it’s just enough and bigger to write on my blog with and less heavier then the laptop. So he looked at me and said okay in a drawn out way . Let me clean my things off of it as he did and then he says “so he said he would need my password to my iPhone acct okay then the problem began …… I am not good at remembering them so I went looked for my password book oh did I mention I’m not very organized aw well 😥 so I look at it and gave it to him he say ok well no it’s not that. Then around and around we went with every password I could think of I changed it and didn’t write it down again. He “says wow actually this is nice I miss this ” I m like oh no you don’t or fine then I guess you can buy me something well he was like”no I can figure something out hahaha so all said and done he did figure it out and I wrote the new password down . It’s not bad a bit slow but not that bad and it still takes excellent pictures . I told him I was simple he said yes you are but not in the password department 🙂oh how true he is but what was so funny was the look he gives me when I do stupid things he just does the roll of the eyes and the same grump face since he was two , I love it!❤️ something never change.

Good Morning

imageGood Morning it started off as a rainy morning but as I sit and enjoy my coffee and look at Miss Abigail sleeping away I can see the sun starting to shine through the dissipating clouds . Everyone is off to work and school last week befor Christmas . Amazing it’s almost here . I’m ready for it well mindfully I am still needing  a few thing s to get. I’m just not into it and that’s okay there are yrs we all have that we sometimes embrace it and then sometimes not. My kids are older and their minds are on so many things I think they are ready for it to be over as well. My son found a new job so he is starting this weekend working at our local ski and mountain bike resort . He is so happy besides running this is  his other haappy his Christmas break will be spent their working  plus snowboarding with his friend that work there as well . My daughter is ready to get back to saving and enjoying her friends and possibly new boyfriend . So yes they are occupied🙂 My hubby took the week after Christmas off  so that will be nice to spend some relaxing time with him . If you read my last post . Thankfully  I went to bed earlier so that felt good . Need to some how get onn a better schedule but I do not think that will happen so many things have changed and I think my sleeping pattern has too. Im learning that I need to let go of the old and embrace the new that has already changed with downsizing our supper to half the time my hubby and I just eating together and the kids eating when they get home rule is the kitchen closes at 7 at the latest if they  want me to make something for them or help them a bit . Its a start have a lot of new patterns to get use too. 🙂

A quick post…

it’s Monday night and  I am actually tired a bit earlier for a change , everyone is home and sleeping so soon I will be as well 🙂 I just wanted to post my lastest adult coloring page I am almost finished with. I love how it’s coming out. So much detail and enjoyment .I will post it again when Its finished . Now time for some sleep. Goodnight everyone🙂img_1651