Poem… Lasting memories…..

A slight breeze brushes against my cheeks

The bubbling  sound of water as it rolls over the the rocks

below the rickety old boards that seem to fragile to hold me

the boards creak as the wind blows through the old weathered wood

but it doesn’t scare me I know I’m safe just as I know my secrets are save

with in these old walls.. years of my youth play back In  my mind.

as I sit something  catches my  eye  in the distance

the suns rays shines on the object making it a almost blinding

I walk to it.. its metal I bend down to get a closer look its a lonely earring that has been faded by time..

it’s a sign that I’m not the only one who  has come here

if only these walls could talk I laugh to myself  oh how we would all been

in trouble.

as I walk away I turn and take one more look good bye old friend

the wind picks up and the old covered bridge creaks even more

I just smile and keep on walking.

 

 

Are we coming or going……

It’s been a long week and a half. everything seems so upside down what are we doing as a society with teaching our kid’s right and wrong…it just seems like whats right is wrong whats wrong is right….who wins who learns it’s just so frustrating . A situation in our town has turned into such a confusing mess yes a mess is what it is just by one person’s bad choice and wrong doing effecting innocent kid’s . everyone is confused if we could just say it like it is, if we didn’t have to add drama to it or sweep it under the rug, but be a friend believe in the person  stand by your friends help each other  then to go against them it would not be so confusing but the sad thing is kid’s do not know what is right or wrong  or are afraid to stand up because you will be judged society has taught this because they see how people clearly can turn on each other okay  I am not meaning everyone but a big majority  do. everyday our kid’s witness people being mean and making bad choices  a for example in a line at a store the person in front of you being nasty because the cashier did something wrong.. well in their mind so they belittle them in front of a whole  store  your kids see this  or you let someone go first in line or on the road driving and can you get a thank you..hmmm no. then again they see this so how do you instill do the right thing be the better person stop the blame game open our ears listen which yes is still possible but in this world lately you need to be a strong person enough to do this. Instead our younger kids just clam up and say well better to say nothing at all, not in all cases. so this is what I am dealing with we need to learn what our actions teach our next generation. it’s scary thinking what this generation will be like when they become adults . will they be okay that’s  the big question.

Crazy stuff…just had to share….

What a crazy weekend my kids were actually home at night…I was able to sleep in then sit and relax and enjoy my coffee  or two, so nice on Saturday night the night to change our clocks forward I was strolling through Twitter and I was laying in bed with my husband and I was telling him how my soapy was because someone posted about it with a photo of a scene and it was the guy that played the psycho the bad guy and I had posted 2 things about it and my husband was like get the phone out of my face jokingly so I said fine them  I shut it off and went to sleep that night I dreamed I was in the soap and the that scene …it was so strange hahaha never done that but the strangest thing  the next morning I  turned my cell on and noticed to notifications to likes on a tweet I posted about the soap and it was the from the actor that played the psycho, bad guy.. and it truly was him my daughter checked it out…. such timing.   Yes this is so random but just had to share it.  can’t see that happening again or anytime soon especially my kids being home at the same time and on a weekend hahahaha.

Photo Monday!!!

This library is in walking distance of my home a beautiful walk at that through my beautiful woods. It was built in 1918 and all build from boulders it’s a very serene little place that is a two room space of shelves of laughter, history romance, sadness sad stories, informational. Adults and children love this little library and I myself. enjoy my Monday photo.20160306_145315

TimeChange…..

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Tonight is the night we set our clocks forward. I usually love when we do this time change it makes Spring seem so much closer and almost this new sense of newness but this yr I am not looking forward to it….it’s going to give me less sleep and more Screenshot_2016-03-12-21-26-13-1time to worry where my Son is which I am hoping I nipped in the butt after that last post I wrote how he  stayed out till after 10 on a school night and he wouldn’t answer is phone, we had a long talk and he has been better even though it’s only been about 3 days hahaha I hope it keeps up .  he will want to be out later now too..and it starts to get him into the summer mode so school homework will have to be pushed more …so fun. as I am writing this I’m looking back at what I have wrote and it has negativity written all over it.Sorry about that I notice my last post have been negative too., it’s just been a long sad complicated week I’m going to as of Monday be a little more positive. I am not a positive person but I can’t say I am a negative person either I know that sometimes negativity is what drives me to move forward if that makes sense? because if I think positive and it doesn’t go that way then I will be disappointed if I’m negative then it will either be a good thing and I have something to look forward to if not then nothing has changed…yes I am complicated hahaha but  I have lived this way for so long it’s a hard thing  to break. but I will try. I do need to say one more thing I will dislike about this time change the darker mornings I think we can all agree on that ,that is not enjoyable.Now that I wrote my negative thoughts 🙂 I hope everyone enjoys there night going to go and enjoy mine it’s a Saturday night and all of my family is actually home we may be doing all out own things but it’s nice we are all home for once on a Saturday night. have a good night everyone!