Sunday … rainy

It was a laid back Sunday . Rain as usual . The ground cannot get any soggier and our driveway is so muddy eventually we’re going to sink driving on it. The rain didn’t help as well with us getting on each other’s last nerve.. well my hubby and I were fine it was my kids .🙄 I could not say anything right. So I decided not to say nothing… of course I am too nice . My hubby and I were feeling caged in so we decided to go get a coffee needed to just get out for a bit . To breakup the day . We knew it wasn’t going to be a back road ride kind of day being such a dreary day so yes I’m too nice .. as we left I asked my kids if they wanted a coffee as well and yes they did .. why not free and brought back to them . Off my hubby and I went . Now it’s the evening, supper is done and kitchen is cleaned up and soon I will get to finishing my book The Road.. at the moment my hubby has one of the Rocky movies on , the first one is playing on one of the movie channels … sadly I seen them so many times I know them by heart . So I’m thinking I may just grab my book and read . Have a good night raining on and off supposably looking better tomorrow.

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Friday!

It’s Friday and another cold dreary day….what can you do? Well you just tell yourself it will be sunny soon . and you just go along and do what needs to be done . Laugh with your kids , laugh at something funny on tv . Just go along . Being Friday it was takeout night ! So NO cooking yay! Now just in our living room with my hubby and son chatting in between the news their watching . My daughter is out with her boyfriend. And Miss Abigail is roaming around here somewhere. The rain should be coming soon then tomorrow looks to be better . Oh I hope . A quiet Friday night it will be . I’m thinking I will read or maybe do some coloring . Well hopes to a nicer day tomorrow. this is so how I feel hahaha, found this in my photographs 🙂

Always something…

It was a rainy muddy dreary Sunday.. the mud mixed in with the snow has now made it ugly looking out and makes for wanting Spring to come quicker. I know in due time… today went by slowly , I made a chicken soup for my daughter and I because we needed to eat , while my hubby just sipped broth and ate jello . He can’t wait to get the colonoscopy done tomorrow. So I ll be going to bed soon since I need to bring him , my daughter is going to come to keep me company while we wait for him. ,after supper he settled on the couch watching racing and dozing .. we thought we would watch a movie but he didn’t think he would be able to focus on it so I let him sleep and I did some coloring and giving my mind a break from my wandering thoughts.

I’m now laying in bed and was I say WAS ready to settle in for some sleep but my son texted me with I’m so ready to come home , crazy things happening here. I’m like oh no I don’t know if I like the sound of that . There’s been a lot of fights there lately and he now just told me the barracks next to his is on fire . Ughh !!! He said there is so many fire trucks and you can see the flames coming through the doors .. he said luckily their barrack is far enough away . and he is safe He didn’t say much else and I didn’t ask just Incase he had already told me too much .. all he said Was goodnight to me and said his barracks are being told to settle so I guess they want them off their phones . Oh being a mother is hard no matter how old they are and yes he’s in the Army but that doesn’t mean I can’t worry a bit or won’t.,… how I wish he could just get on a plane and come home now! lol I actually told him that he had texted back , wish it was that easy🙄 well he said he was safe and getting some sleep or going to try and I guess I will do the same . Morning will be here soon enough.

Thinking …

It’s a dreary day .. snowing off and on thankfully not amounting to much. But just the dreariness doesn’t help my mood . I should be jumping for joy yelling to the world my Son will be home in a week.. so why do I feel blah instead ? Oh believe me I am excited . I can’t wait , I miss him so much . I guess it’s the fact I will not be at his graduation with my hubby and also my hubby will be away for 5 days as of tomorrow and the houses is quiet enough . Oh my if they counted on here how many times you uses one word .. I would win for using quiet so much .🙄 I know my daughter will be here it’s just I feel bad depending on her for company . I know that’s not how she is thinking. She wants to help me get his room freshen up for her brother . Plus declutter the house including her place . On her days off from work. . I guess I’m thinking to much which is making me feel anxious and not in control . I need to stop over thinking. I need to stay busy . So hate this feeling. Now if it wasn’t winter . We would have drove . If it wasn’t winter I’d feel better because it wouldn’t be dreary .. omg I know I’m thinking about things that are not able to be. Oh I am my worse enemy…. we’ll need to switch laundry over. And think about supper. Wish me luck to stop thinking so much.

Long Day….

Today was a very long dreary day . My anxiety was up for once it wasn’t about worrying about my son I knew he was having fun on the slopes with his friends . It was from watching the snow fall endlessly all day and seeing the trees swaying back and forth . I felt  stuck in the house and being dreary out did not help. Boston  sadly is in rough shape over. A Foot of snow and coastal flooding so the schools and some business are closed tomorrow as well as for us too we got the call tonight that school is cancelled tomorrow due o the wind chill road conditions and busses not being able to start so a 3day weekend for us and the surrounding schools . My daughter will go into work tomorrow afternoon and my hubby will find out in the morning if he is to report.This is becoming a scary winter season ……can you say global warming or are we all going to be in denial to admit this. It’s been a very hot  stormy summer and now a very brutaly cold stormy winter. All of this is feeling pretty scary I must admit. This word is changing in so many ways and not all for the best makes me nervous. What can we do?  I’m just hoping for the sun  to come out at least even though it will be too brutal to go out . I just need the sun to shine . Let’s hope .Okay time for me to settle under thes blankets and try to get some sleep. Goodnight !