Moments…

As the sound on tain falls steadily  on the roof my daughter and I enjoy a late night  talk of laughter and just lfe as we  enjoy the sweet taste of cake and glasses of milk it’s after midnight the rest of our family are fast asleep we just keep talking  endlessly  its nice not done this in a while this is the moment I cherish about motherhood these spontaneous moments of simpleness  with my kids . My daughtmer  and I have always been the ones to have a good conversation and moments of plain silllyness.whether its  over cake a meal or a cup of coffee.Yes motherhood  is a beautiful thing and as we decide its time to settle  I realize its 1 in the morning  its Mother ‘sDay beautiful  start to it. Happy Mothers Day Moms.

 

Rainy day … Thinking

It’s a rainy Spring day and it was easy to get things done around the house that really needed to be done then rushing around so I could sit out on the deck in the sun or take a drive and get a coffee …believe not a bad thing but so hard to do house work then. Supper is cooking in the crock pot the delicious smell of chicken cooking fills the house.and dusting is done laundry is going now relaxing and thinking about what a friend going to call her that she is one of my followers on my blog and she has one herself and she gave great advice on my last post. on changes and so I am sitting here and thinking about what she said and making my list. I hope she reads this and knows how i am taking her advice. It’s hard though because the person I was before my kids is a bit different or maybe I just lost who i was and its covered under the surface of being the person i am now and I just have to bring that person back to the surface…does that make since ? if you read my last post you will hopefully understand . So I know one thing hahaha I did get a little bit more serious over the years and uptight more which I think I could let go a bit… and I need to let go of feeling guilty for wanting to have more time for what I enjoy when the only one holding me back is me. I think my  kids want that because yes the string needs to be cut a bit . and there the ones cutting it and I am trying to hold on to . So hard this will take sometime maybe baby steps?  ….yes that could work. I  will get back to you on this.

New Years Eve!

Happy New Years Everyone I hope everyone has safe and happy one. I am going to sit back eat  some   Chinese Food and  enjoy some glasses of wine and reflect on this past year and what a year it was so many unimaginable losses but at the same time many new happy experiences  My Son making it too Junior Olympics in Sacramento California for a week He got his drivers learners permit.  ,, but then like I said many unimaginable losses, life loves doing that to us   never a dull moment but I guess it’s away to keep us on our toes which to me is a bad joke. I am so ready to say goodbye to this year but not what I am leaving behind with it ..my beautiful pup bitter sweet had him for 6 beautiful yrs  and lost him this year the beginning of this month. but in my heart I will carry him into the New Year but hopefully the sadness of his loss doesn’t follow but Gives me the chance to bring in the beautiful and so many of beautiful memories of him and when I think of him in 2017 I want to smile not tear up….will see easier said then done .Something strange happen tonight we put up our  our tree and its been up for about three weeks so tonight on the last night it will be up the lights are blinking now .okay to me its just strange and actually my husband was puzzled by it.. okay I believe in signs so it puzzles me some say ahh it just happens but on New Years Eve well that’s timing . what do You think?  Well time for Chinese and wine everyone enjoy and stay safe .

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Photo Thursday…

 

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I missed my Photo Monday so I have decide today to post this because This Photo of my daughters Cat Miss Abigail was too adorable to resist. she had an active playful morning so this is how I found her. Nice and cozy and sleepy. Wish I could sleep as good as her , Enjoy everyone I hope she makes you smile.

Photo Monday!!!

 

This past weekend my husband and I took a ride around our area and the photos are of my world .The 1st photo is of a unique little house that is sheltered by the woods, we have always called it The real life doll house ..and yes people do live there. The 2nd photo is the scenery that  we are able to enjoy everyday not to far from where we live a place you can go and just relax and think of good things. I hope you enjoy.20161112_13060720160530_1407011