Today it’s been a year since our Pups left us to go play over the rainbow bridge😥 I miss this little boy everyday , he was always by my side, he followed me throughout the house as I cleaned. laid by my side on the couch while watching TV , reading ,coloring or just snuggling next to me on a quiet cold winter day . He was my protector when my hubby and the kids where out and my sleeping buddy when my hubby worked nights I miss those big brown eyes that would greet me at the front door every time I arrived home . I will forever hold him in my heart ❤️

Thoughts once again…

Every day is a new day …but I feel like I did yesterday.

I shed quiet tears for I am not ready to let you go. but I must , I keep moving forward

but it’s bittersweet. I find myself laughing then a memory nips  me in the face like a cold windy day.  I haven’t forgotten you don’t you know ….

your in my heart where you will be always.. .  let me smile let me laugh for it’s too  hard to carry this pain.


Settled in on this very cold night cozy under the blankets on my couch watching The Notebook…..LOVE … this is one of my favorite movies and all time favorite romance .It explains life ,endless love devotion what  this couple had to conquer to be able to be together till the end of life… I’m amazed how many marriages do not last anymore how people give up to easily   how we forget love till death do us part. I am not saying all marriages are meant to be together people change circumstances happen but we just do not try like we should, love should be fought for Instead we let it go to easily we let life get to busy with thinking about ourselves and forget about an us.  this why I love this movie it gives you something to still believe is possible even if it’s a movie….If you haven’t watch it you need to,you wont be disappointed it’s pure joy.Screenshot_2016-02-11-21-15-44-1