Once again it’s night time and iI lay here cursing to myself because the tiredness I felt earlier has disappeared ….why? Please I do not want another night of not falling to sleep till 3 . Everyone is home and settled in it’s a damp cool night no moon shining so I’m hoping I will get some decent sleep. This summer has been one for the books to forget about . Ready for the next season to be better .. positive . Well here is to some sleep?
I am happy to say I’m getting back into reading again so I started reading in bed before I go to sleep to relax my mind .Its been going good the last couple of days and so tonight I read again and my mind just wouldn’t shut off I’m reading but my mind is actually thinking of other things.. night is when I think so no wonder why I am not a good sleeper …I guess old habits die hard . So I will put the book down and I will just try sleeping wish me luck oh by the way the book is good it’s just not winning over my thoughts tonight and sadly things I shouldn’t be wasting a minute on.
Another rainy day , what can you do I do Thank Mother Nature because we need this rain , It’s nice to see the rivers back up to where they should be . I do not like the fog and it was foggy driving to school today but my Son did very well driving. I must say he is an excellent driver I am just a bit worried when he gets on is own with a license he will get to daring . so until that time comes in Feb I will be very strict with him. I have already laid out the rules and if he breaks them he looses the car privileges whether its my car or his he thought that part was unfair loosing his car but my my husband and I both agree that he is only 16 and we are helping him to save getting his own car or truck . This is when its not easy being a parent.
On another note I was so happy to actually get some good solid sleep wow what a difference it makes . I have been having a hard time this last week with getting good sleep I believe to much thinking before bed does not help… so one it was great my two favorite shows where on and two I have decided I just need to let certain things go sometimes things will fall where they may and I am not going to let this get to me yes…..Christmas is not helping ,my kids are set my husband and I agree we will do something for one another after Christmas but the rest of the family oh my can I just say I surrender hahaha with so many things due bill wise for instance my Son and driving classes a new truck that my husband was in desperate need of yeah just cannot go crazy this year. So doing the best I can and it is what is. Do you think Christmas is getting to materialistic? let me know I would love to know what you think. so for now I must go have to run some errands . have a great day everyone.
It’s 10 at night and I hope I can sleep..I have always been a night owl but its harder now with being older and having to get up early so dislike this but also doesn’t help that our minds can’t shut off at night too..I always hear well whatever it is you can’t fix it tonight so sleep… easier said then done. So I will lay in my bed and try to …everyone who has this same problem I know there is a lot of us out there I hope you can sleep and sleep well with pleasant dreams.