It’s been a long day. Not busy but emotional. I woke after a night of tossing and turning and woke very early . Feeling the crave for coffee. So at 6:30 I was up and enjoying my coffee. I had a appointment and it wasn’t even about that . I was just felt this intense emotion of anxiousness. And everything I did ended up wrong. My hair wouldn’t do what I wanted . I spilled my protein smoothie all over the counter . Mind you it was blueberry so yes blue everywhere and thick. Not easy cleaning up.
Most of the day just felt this way. And sadly can’t blame it on the full moon. Because there is none. I went to my appointment and after felt a bit better and realized how horrible I was early to people that where only trying to help me. I did some apologizing . I am really blessed with who has my back . None wanted apologies .. but I still did. As the rain began to fall I headed to the store . As I sat in the parking lot waiting for the rain to let up a bit . The elder man slowly pushing a carriage full of food made it to his car the rain coming down pretty good I was about to get out of my car to help him when a lady walking by noticed him as well and offered her help he declined . I can understand … I just smiled for the man declining the help and wanting to do it on his own and for the lady who offered to help. It was a nice thing to witness. Once inside I headed towards the floral department where my daughter works and she said look at these flowers there so simple and beautiful and we do not get them often I looked down and just smiled ! If you read my last post I spoke of my happy place and my green endless field of daises … yes that’s what they were daisies. So pure and beautiful . I said to my daughter I’m going to buy some she smiled and said I knew you would I thought you mentioned at one time that you love them. So she wrapped some up and told me how to cut them when I got home . Now when I pass by in the kitchen I see my pretty daisies. Such timing that she would get these in and the way my day had been . Still I do not understand this emotion I’m feeling but I’m hoping it will pass soon.