Morning…

Good Morning! enjoying my coffee while the deck has shade before the sun takes over it, when the sun is shinning down on it ,it’s unbearable sadly.. right now it’s beautiful sitting out here listening to the fountain making rippling sounds like when your near a beautiful lake and the water is flowing over the rocks. Today the sounds of a woodpeckers echoing in the woods near by . When I finally dragged myself out of bed after watching a very late movie last night I walked out to a kitchen that looked like a bomb exploded …yes morning with the men … so I just grabbed some coffee and headed out to my deck …it can it would wait.

The sky is so blue and there is s bit of a breeze it feels nice. The squirrels are running around gathering as much of the bird seed they can get before the birds come . Oh if they only knew it wasn’t for them . My daughter is sleeping in and my son must of went back to bed or is just in his room after his early morning gym. He is on his last week of classes and only has two so he goes in later then championship track practice. Soon this will be all done and he will begin his next chapter in life called growing up (hahaha) every time he has a complaint I tell him welcome to the real world it’s called growing up he just rolls his eyes at me. He has so much on his plate I think he overwhelms himself. So I keep saying to him one step at a time one day at a time and it will be less over whelming . I do not know if he takes this advice… he agrees with me.but I think to humor me. I taking my advice to get through everything . Thinking about all this is over whelming for my hubby and I as well . The last one to graduate and the baby…..

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Evening sky..

This evening I was able to sit outside on our deck with both my kids for a bit . This is a very rare moment. Never do I have both in the same place especially outside . The evening sky looked peaceful as the clouds move by fast. The air seem to cool down after being muggy through out the day . So enjoyed the moments while they lasted. I guess I will just take what I can get. ..

Saturday Evening..

it’s unbelievable how it’s the weekend already , one more day and spring vacation Is over. My son did what I thought, if you read my recent posts … all vacation he was home every night and then after his Friday track meet he went out with friends and midnight came and I was like oh good he’s home before driving curfew ..then in walked my daughter hmm okay my oldest home before my youngest.. of course happy she was home safe but now where was my son, So I texted him please check in he replied back we are all together at a friends house I will be home . Okay well hmm when I thought . My daughter came up from her place and asked where is he did he check in ? told her yes . So we went in to the living room now both wide awake . As my hubby was sleeping away .. 12:40 hit and no son so I texted are you really at a friends ? He sends back a photo of them all sitting at his friends house that looked familiar and they where sitting around a board game so I told him just stay over it’s late .

My daughter and I stayed chatting in the dark yawning in between sentences ๐Ÿ™‚ but not wanting to stop because we where enjoying the moment to chat , it’s been awhile since we stayed up at all hours of the night chatting ..summer is coming this is when we seem to stay up and have these chats . The best moments. It hit a little after 2 and we both agreed it was time to get some sleep.

7:00 in the morning came quick the room was bright from the sun shinning in …tried to go back to sleep for a bit but my hubby and I gave up so we got up made some coffee and breakfast , showered and was out the door at 10 for food shopping . My son came home early morning and already was ready to leave for a run when we walked in the door . After he came back my son and I went and cleaned the car and took a ride and chatted it was all his idea so that was another moment that I have missed . I must say it was a nice. Simple weekend with moments that where as simple but lasting cherish moments . Having some time with both of my kids that are so hard to get now that their older I must say is priceless .

Oh Mother Nature!

It’s Saturday started off warm sunny birds where singing it was so beautiful slept with the window open all night falling to sleep to the sound of peepers . It felt like Spring had finally arrived .. hmm I guess Mother Nature didn’t think so as the day went on the winds started to blow the birds stopped singing and the temperatures started falling and did they fall ..its now evening we went from 70 yesterday to 30’s right now and freezing rain coming in and predicted for Sunday as well . My son went hiking with his track team on one of the many big mountains in our area this afternoon curious to hear how cold it was on top when he arrives home. Feels like winter is back for the moment. The peepers are defiantly not peeping tonight๐Ÿ˜‚ poor Miss Abigail was loving the windows open and laying in the window sills now their closed and she is roaming around the house going room to room.. she’s not liking it as well. Soon I keep saying Spring will come and stay .

The weather is as changeable as everything else lately …starting or adjusting to all the new changes and I’m haven’t even begun to feel the changes . Less then a month my son will graduate high school and I will then feel the change more then ever . Give me strength ๐Ÿ™„

Good Night๐ŸŒ™

the fan is humming it’s the only sound breaking through the quietness in the house tonight my hubby and his fan… the bedroom is darker then usual no light from the moon ,clouds moving in to bring some rain. My daughter is out with a friend and my son is in bed settling his mind down with a hot cup of night time tea . Hubby is fast asleep and I am not ๐Ÿ™‚ always… I was just reflecting on the little things I guess when my phone went off a minute ago because my daughter texted me a heart because earlier before she left work she told me she was going to be a bit later she sent me a heart so I sent one back but I guess she was just seeing it and even though she is out with her friend she sent me one back still โค๏ธ so it got me thinking of how her and I had this special goodnight saying she was the one who thought of it ,it was long and she would say it first then I would repeat it back with her name and it went on for yrs and I always wondered when she would grow out of it . Well it took a class trip in Elementary school that she went on for a week . She was worried she wouldn’t be able to say it so I told her when your all settled in and your ready to fall asleep if you think about it say it to your self your part and when I go to bed I will say my part ….. she. Liked that idea , honestly I do not know if she ever said it to herself that whole week . I never asked because when she came home she never ask to say it just said good night … hmm funny what you can remember and still can tug at your heart… my son was more simple it was ,have sweet dreams then a hug .. hmm how I miss all those moments ..at the time it was just second nature what we did . Now its missing memories .. oh the simple things we can take for granted but then when time passed it’s really becomes a big thing and means everything. So tonight when I say my prayers as I drift off to sleep tonight I will make sure to add a thank you to god for all these simple blessings I believe I have thanked him for all these blessing but I think I need to thank him again especially about the little things . โค๏ธ

Shaking my head…

The day went by quietly and calm it was snowing and then rain for most part of the day . Getting things done around the house was easy and then I had time to adult color which I have not done in awhile. That was relaxing. hubby came home and we had supper then cleaned up the kitchen and settled in for our shows . There is a show that came back after 30 years and yes it’s about my time my era and I actually enjoy it the humor it’s funny nothing to take serious just laugh forget about the chaotic world we live in at the moment. A lot of people like a lot do not but that’s fine we do So my hubby and I watched it and yes laughed and now we are settled in bed Tv’s off house is quiet my kids have settled in also for the night . Yes the fan is quietly humming๐Ÿ™‚ I wasn’t ready to sleep so I decided to go on to my Twitter …..such a bad idea especially before bed , . I usually love twitter and respect people’s opinions but found it pretty rude tonight .. really knock a show so bad that it’s hurtful . Say nasty things over something as simple as a tv show. I’m not going to get into the politicalpart of it because there shouldn’t be it’s just a show explaining how things use to be back in the day and yes it’s different harsh parents where not afraid to discipline their child for the fear the children would not like them ….(not perfect family) come one what teenager doesn’t get mad at their parents if you say not yours then your lucky and one of the many. Any how that’s one of the reasons it’s not liked also but it was just the hurtful comments the way people expressed harshly and the show was and not up to their standards hmmm something is wrong here we have kids and yes it’s trended on Twitter and any other social media site …our generation eating tide pods and if that’s not bad enough now the new thing is snorting condoms then they pull it out of their mouth , yes you read that right .. yes nasty , why no one knows . Hmm for the fun of it yes our standards , maybe we should stop with our opinion about oh what’s right what’s wrong on tv and watch what our kids are doing . Really do we have a right to be so hurtful and judgmental over something so little as a show and complaining over social media okay yes we do but hmm somethings wrong here when our kids could be getting seriously hurt or killed by the latest ridiculous new trend and believe me I know how bad it is I have a friend who’s a nurse and if this gets stuck in their nasals the procedure is nasty and sadly lucky if they survive .. I’m shaking my head … where did society go wrong ? Our priorities are so backwards yes judge a show call someone nasty name but all the while your kid could be doing one of these new trends ok if you don’t have kids okay then you live in a society where we do this but judge on the things that are so meaningless. hmm tell me who’s right who’s wrong matters so much now. Sadly I’m thinking I need to to stop looking at Twitter enjoy my shows laugh at them enjoy some books , adult color do my writing and laugh and chat and yes enjoy my family more . Let the rest of the word tweet away. And with that said yes only my opinion ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Good Night Everyone ๐Ÿ™‚

Monday!

Good Morning ! Unbelievable it’s Monday already . The last week of March and Easter , my hubby’s Birthday this weekend oh crazy of the timing this yr … but then again this is a bit of a crazy year … changes .. trying to go with the flow one step at a time . More like trudging through wet cement . Well that said ๐Ÿ˜ฆ. How was everyone’s weekend ? I hope good . Sitting here looking out my window the sun is shinning the sky is a beautiful blue and the coffee taste good . Quiet at the moment soon my son will be up hustling and bustling around the kitchen getting his breakfast and showering to head off to school . I will just sit back give him a good morning and let him do his thing he is not a talkative morning person and he has his routine . Days of dragging him out of bed oh wait that was my daughter ๐Ÿ™‚ he didn’t mind getting up and going to school he would do a mad dash to the kitchen for me to make him his breakfast that was something different every morning then dressing quickly and rushing me out to get him to school so he could play on the playground before school started. Where my daughter would eat the same breakfast get dressed slowly with a little push from me and wait till the bell was about to ring then just go into the school. … ahhh such opposites and still to this day. It alway felt like a tug of war being pulled into two different directions and now with them older and looking at them with their separate things going on and I still feeling that pull because I have something to say to both to help …suggest but can’t especially my adult daughter my son yes but will not listen hmm either of them will not listen. So yes hard to watch but at the moment it’s about the only thing to do I guess will see.. always a mom… ๐Ÿ™„ well my sons up so I guess I will go say good morning and then get back to whatever I need to do today.