Hottt….

Another evening settling in bed where the air conditioner feels the best yes another extremely hot day and night so TV it  is and after I believe  I will read my book and wait for my son to arrive home from work hmm this will be interesting will he be in a good mood or bad ..you never know with teenagers. I am proud of myself  , last night my son went out with friends and gf for a bite to eat, about an hr or so later he texted me now at the movies so I held my breath and typed okay have fun remember curfew . Ok this was hard because I held back the 20 questions he calls being drilled well I didn’t and let me tell you I fell asleep for once before he arrived home of course my ringer volume was on the highest incase he called or texted , I do not think my hubby was thrilled when my twitter or Facebook notifications went off throughout the night ….whoops ūüôā of course guess who it didn’t wake up ?  ME!  I did wake up randomly at 3 and saw that the outdoor light was off so at least he was home hahaha 

           Morning came and I was enjoying my morning cup of coffee my son woke looked at me with wonder I had to laugh inside a bit because I think he was in shock oh I patted myself on the back so to speak  for holding back . Oh I’m trying and trying hard to trust and let give a bit of  this chain called over protected mother . I will keep you posted how well I can keep this up .

Friday !

Its Friday ! bills are paid house is clean laundry’s done and put away and stuff shells baking for dinner..a well productive day and I even fit in an hr to watch my favorite soap opera. Now I just relax and wait for whoever comes home for dinner oh I know my husband will it’s my kids that I’m thinking of, our  front door swings open so many times a day now with their comings and goings I stop counting.  Ahh the life with grown kids.   I think being a Friday  night it will be a quiet one for my husband and I  no sitting out under the stars the rain came in has they predicted so I think will settle in and watch a movie , movies we have that we have been wanting to watch. Okay everyone have a great  rest of the day in my part of the globe.

Motherhood

Motherhood..happy ..laughter , strict ups and downs. ¬†One minute busy next minute ¬† echos of loudness next moment quietness you ¬†could ¬†hear a pin ¬†drop. One minute you feel you have all the answers next minute you¬† have none. You try to be strong all the time but sometimes you just feel weak. One day you feel like your everything to everyone sometimes you feel like your nothing. Life of a mother is a hard job there are a lot of special moments but there can be some sad and sometime you feel like your working 24/7 then your not doing nothing at all. I guess that’s what mothers do and its a tricky thing but in the end it’s so worth this roller coaster ¬†ride.

 

Calm strange kinda day….

It’s been one of those days where there is no hurry to get up but you do. there is no plans just the usual up keep of house work. weather up and down sunny then cloudy chilly then warm.¬† So went and grabbed a coffee with my daughter . Then just relaxed outside till supper so yes just a whatever kinda day. Actually nice for a change. now waiting for my son to get home okay that never changes…. so I guess I will grab my book and do some reading.

Saturday…

It’s Saturday evening already¬† this day flew by.¬† Subie is back at dealership they believe brakes ..will see and now for the time being I am driving a Subaru Cross Track not bad¬† and I was calm pleasant as my husband was as well but firm that we where sick of being there all the¬† time and we wanted my car straighten out( have to read my last post). They where very nice and waiting on us with the most courtesy they could give us hahaha . I do not think they want bad publicity and I do not want to give it. After my husband and I grabbed a coffee and headed home to our son in bed taken an after work nap and our daughter heading to work I spent the rest of the day absorbing some sun on the deck a bit chilly but the sun felt good and my Husband was working on his new shed , now my son is up and out with friends but of course right? Saturday night a teenager spending time at home with mom and dad hmm .. not cool I think that’s the word they use I could be wrong. ūüôā and my daughter working late, so another quiet night with hubby and Miss Abigail the kitty which is fine with us that’s what weekends are for fun …relaxing .¬† I hope all of you have a nice¬† Saturday night. Enjoy!

why do I write ?..thoughts

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Why do I write? I believe it’s like a runner who loves to run it’s a need a drive . It’s something that your body craves when it discovers it just like how someones mind craves to write words down on paper that the mind wants to express,. and likes the feeling of freedom it gives them . Runners run to also relieve stress and clears their mind, same as it does for¬† a writer . Now the question is WHY do I write? well all that I have stated but it’s more then that I have been writing since I was a teenager I can’t count the amount of Journals I have had and then the endless amount of poems I’ve written thoughts that are in my head. When your a teenager my favorite place to take a notebook and pen and write was an old abandon covered bridge, listening to the walls of the old wood creak as the wind would blow through those warn down walls and the beautiful sound of the the stream¬† was a perfect place. I love the satisfaction of it .After I started a family I got busy with them and writing went to the side a bit. Off and on if I had a moment I would write but not as much as I wanted . I have¬† chronic hip issues and I cannot run to relieve my stress so writing helps a lot and now with my kids growing up my daughter an adult now and my son a teenager and another yr to graduate High school I have the¬† time now and do I need this more then ever.

I started this blog about a yr ago and it’s about my life with my family everyday life going on’s the stresses of having kids teenagers¬†¬† writing about my other interests .To some who read this will probably get board and just pass by it and to some may like it for them thank you. believe me I am not writing this blog for a ton of views yes it would be nice it feels good when I see the likes but my simple little issues are not for everyone and I know that, but at times it does hurt when I do not get a like and I doubt myself and I question everything I wrote…yes my grammar is not up to date. the writing structure needs to be worked on but sadly I just get on here and just write what come out of my thoughts and really do not thing about it. but I do know I love all my followers and appreciate them and me and read my post. I try to as well.¬† So once again a big THANK YOU!

Photo Monday!

This is my Photo for¬† Photo Monday the picture looks a bit tattered hahaha¬† yes it’s the original games very happily well used . My husband and I use to play Yahtzee all the time before we had kid’s¬† and when they would finally settle down for the night when they where little . Now Uno we played a lot with kids they loved it .Actually my Son still enjoys it he plays it when his friends come over and their sick of being on their phones which I love ! . Friday night it was just my Son and I home which was a rare occurrence¬† hahaha well for about an hr or so and we played Uno it was a nice moment. this is what I treasure and hold in my heart moments like this, just spontaneous . Then over the brutally cold weekend my husband and I played Yahtzee for the first time in yrs so that was another moment and now with the big 2017 Blizzard coming our way tomorrow morning¬†¬† my husband is home¬† and my Daughter should be maybe I can gt her to play. My Son of course will be going to friends tonight since school is cancelled already and sleepover and be snowed in with some friends ….teenagers .¬† I must say these games just get so neglected this day in time with all the technology that has taken over, it’s nice to be unplugged for awhile and enjoy what we grew up on . I am so happy my kids where born in the time board games where the in thing so they still can enjoy them.¬† One of the other board games that we enjoyed was scrabble . Need to play that some time . Well enjoy my picture and if you have a favorite game let me know send me a comment back would love to know.20170313_190303