Some long Days…

  1. Hi friends it’s been some long days this week and the hardest last couple of days where the hardest .no matter how many times you been through it …. passings …it just doesn’t get easier I almost think it gets harder. Sadly it changes your life it just gives to just one more moment,  thought , day holiday just a bit different  a new mindset and shows us  that things will never be the same .  Yes another change … We move forword in a new  way we keep going  because that’s what we need to do and we do it We remember what they taught us brought to our life, the good times and we hold them close to our heart we laugh we cry but we we never loose sight of the good times   so that’s what my family I will do the rest of this long day . So friends hug your love ones and alway let them know how much you love them. 

Life….

Just a quick note …haven’t posted for a bit . My husbands father passed away and the last couple of days have left us in a bit of a fog and this week will be emotionally exhausting so I may not be posting this week …will see maybe I will. find comfort in it if I do write. But before I try to get some sleep which has been a challenge.  I just like to remind everyone that life is so short and family is sacred so hug them and tell them you love them everyday and never take any one or anything in this life for granted.❤️

And it’s Friday..

So it’s Friday night and  I believe I am  so sick of the sound of the air conditioner and my sinuses are as well … been a long week and my head feels a mess  allergies are at an all time high so not helping . My hubby and Miss Abigail  and I believed watched many reruns of our favorite old show and now settling in bed my hubby is slowly drifting off to sleep after along day in the sun and the kids are off with their friends my son thankfully us staying over his friends house for the night so I won’t have to worry where he is and my daughter will be home when she gets home / I don’t worry as much with her she usually is responsible . So I think I will play my game untill I get tired enough that I can fall asleep with this stuffiness in my head. Yes my addicting game bubble pop 🙂 and yes I’m still stuck on level 36 cannot get passed it day 3 of still trying too. I’m shocked I haven’t given up on the  this because usually I do and find something else to play…..yes inpatient , but this time I am determined to get past this level .i will keep you informed. 

Sigh…

Today was  a day full of unexpected surprises for instance as I was enjoying my morning coffee I was looking to see what was treading on Twitter , yes I’m a twitter fan  so I came up on an an article that was  saying how there was an attacking squirrel in one of the New York Parks and it attacked 5 people I was shocked . Any how I  signed out and started laundry and Then proceeded into the living room to tidy up things you know always something needs to be picked up.or wiped down. I heard a clunk and then a persistent tapping my daughters friend heard it as well so we started looking around  first we thought it was the washing machine … nope ok well we then found it and it was looking right at us on top of my deck chairs a squirrel and it was literally  pressed to my window that doesn’t have a screen luckily we do not open that side . Well it was tapping with it’s claws at my window then jumped into it and got back up on chair and was staring at us again it all happened so fast , her and I screamed and the thing ran up on to the deck railing along it stopped and stared at us . My daughters friend screamed shut the door before it comes through the screen oh I did …. we just stood there looking at one another and I thought of that darn article …and wondered what the heck is wrong with these squirrels so   crazy  thankfully he hasn’t been back , after things where done and supper started I turned on a channel that one of my oldie but goodies  80″s show came on 7th Heaven haven’t seen this showing since the end of winter I was happy ! The ironic thing it was an episode of the kids growing up and the parents seeing through their eyes them as children but then it brings them back to being older and the parents are seeing that they need to let go . Hmmm what I have been struggling with can you say sign? Now if you asked my son he would argue that he does not believe in signs or superstitions okay some superstitions I don’t but signs YES! What do you think do you believe in signs? Let me know. Time to go and have some supper. 

Photo Monday!

Good  Morning  yes it’s Monday already sad how fast weekends fly by. So your probably thinking this is an odd photo …. well it’s is hahahaha well for me the odd ness of it is it’s 57 out in my part of the globe which is actually cold to us after so many days of extreme heat and humidity . Oh I’m actually welcoming it . But sadly it brings a rainy day as well. So enjoying my morning coffee on the couch and listening to the rain. As Miss Abigail sleeps away. 

Thoughts ….

Life is so unpredictable .. first your on top of the the world then the next minute your at the bottom , now you can decide to stay at the bottom or you can choose to climb back up stop letting life …people get in your way . You where born for a reason so climb back up show the world who you are and never let your  weaknesses if others  stop you but let it make you stronger ,be who you where meant to be live believe in yourself for there is no other like you  . So climb and keep climbing but remember do it for yourself not for someone else . For they don’t deserve the strength you have endured to get back up.

Hmm..Don’t know.. 

Well another night of listening to the air conditioner do its thing while trying to sleep …so sick of it having to run. I actually am welcoming the Fall. weather …..yes I’m aware its still July . I don’t know I guess I’m feeling irritable I’m thinking it could be my birthday next week and I would gladly be happy if  it would just get here and be done… never liked birthdays after I hit 40 . Now it’s just a feeling of dread … I am looking forward to my sons though that is next week as well a day after mine …ahh to be 17 again the best well back in my day it was now I think it’s a lot different 17 now is like turning 20 kids grow up so much faster and have so much more pressures put on them . Life has become so complicated and there is so much more kids worry about and feel they have to live up to. I just hope he enjoys it because there is a lot of good times to be had with this time he just has to stop thinking of all the have too’s for just a bit  All I want his time to slow down a bit so I can catch my breath  and my son can be a teenager . A carefree one hahaha I know not happening  is a nice thought though , well everyone’s home tonight  and settled in 2 nights  in a row that’s a record in my house .and I’m wide awake good thing I bought more coffee today will definitely need it in the morning. 🙂