why do I write ?..thoughts

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Why do I write? I believe it’s like a runner who loves to run it’s a need a drive . It’s something that your body craves when it discovers it just like how someones mind craves to write words down on paper that the mind wants to express,. and likes the feeling of freedom it gives them . Runners run to also relieve stress and clears their mind, same as it does for  a writer . Now the question is WHY do I write? well all that I have stated but it’s more then that I have been writing since I was a teenager I can’t count the amount of Journals I have had and then the endless amount of poems I’ve written thoughts that are in my head. When your a teenager my favorite place to take a notebook and pen and write was an old abandon covered bridge, listening to the walls of the old wood creak as the wind would blow through those warn down walls and the beautiful sound of the the stream  was a perfect place. I love the satisfaction of it .After I started a family I got busy with them and writing went to the side a bit. Off and on if I had a moment I would write but not as much as I wanted . I have  chronic hip issues and I cannot run to relieve my stress so writing helps a lot and now with my kids growing up my daughter an adult now and my son a teenager and another yr to graduate High school I have the  time now and do I need this more then ever.

I started this blog about a yr ago and it’s about my life with my family everyday life going on’s the stresses of having kids teenagers   writing about my other interests .To some who read this will probably get board and just pass by it and to some may like it for them thank you. believe me I am not writing this blog for a ton of views yes it would be nice it feels good when I see the likes but my simple little issues are not for everyone and I know that, but at times it does hurt when I do not get a like and I doubt myself and I question everything I wrote…yes my grammar is not up to date. the writing structure needs to be worked on but sadly I just get on here and just write what come out of my thoughts and really do not thing about it. but I do know I love all my followers and appreciate them and me and read my post. I try to as well.  So once again a big THANK YOU!

Photo Monday!

This is my Photo for  Photo Monday the picture looks a bit tattered hahaha  yes it’s the original games very happily well used . My husband and I use to play Yahtzee all the time before we had kid’s  and when they would finally settle down for the night when they where little . Now Uno we played a lot with kids they loved it .Actually my Son still enjoys it he plays it when his friends come over and their sick of being on their phones which I love ! . Friday night it was just my Son and I home which was a rare occurrence  hahaha well for about an hr or so and we played Uno it was a nice moment. this is what I treasure and hold in my heart moments like this, just spontaneous . Then over the brutally cold weekend my husband and I played Yahtzee for the first time in yrs so that was another moment and now with the big 2017 Blizzard coming our way tomorrow morning   my husband is home  and my Daughter should be maybe I can gt her to play. My Son of course will be going to friends tonight since school is cancelled already and sleepover and be snowed in with some friends ….teenagers .  I must say these games just get so neglected this day in time with all the technology that has taken over, it’s nice to be unplugged for awhile and enjoy what we grew up on . I am so happy my kids where born in the time board games where the in thing so they still can enjoy them.  One of the other board games that we enjoyed was scrabble . Need to play that some time . Well enjoy my picture and if you have a favorite game let me know send me a comment back would love to know.20170313_190303

Photo Tuesday…this week

This week  my photo  is on Tuesday very busy Monday. Over the weekend my husband and I celebrated our 22nd Wedding Anniversary and it was celebrated a bit different this yr. Instead of going to our favorite little town Pub we went to The Texas Road house and this was because of two reasons we where by their and we purchased a vehicle for myself. which was well needed and I should of been jumping for joy instead I  was a nervous wreak hahahah  now in the past my husband and I carried two vehicle loans which is happening again so why was I so hesitant….we did not give it a second thought the first time  sooo why …I counted the reason we should 1: had a 2006 Chevy Malibu 2: it was well used 3: my son needed a car and we where sharing it and that was not working. so okay all good points now why not. 1: newer 2: been awhile would worry what I did to it. okay that’s the why not’s hahah so yeah I know I am over thinking..hmmm to good at that,  not a good trait. so anyways as we pulled put of the dealership and headed to The Texas Road house like I said change of eatery we came upon this beautiful site right in front of us my husband and I just admired it  was so big and there it was my sign ….we made a good choice it was all good just enjoy be happy ..yes I know my sign’s again but I believe this was. What do you think ? let me know love to know ..oh and enjoy the site….img_20170226_134823_145-1

My Valentines Day….

This years Valentines Day was a quiet one ,  My husband and I where not feeling that great ..not surprised with everything that is going around at the moment  so we ordered in from one of our favorite places enjoyed a quiet but delicious meal . Our kids where out so it was very quiet .. then we decides to settle in our bedroom and and get cozy  under the the covers and watch our shows we watch on Tuesday nights and so we laughed mind you in between coughing and the kitty Miss Abigail scratching at our bed  ….okay so not the most romantic night but lets see we will be celebrating  our 22nd wedding anniversary  next week and that isn’t adding in the fact 4yrs together before  that.  we must be doing something right hahaha .and adding in sickness what can you do so we made the best of it . I must say the I loved it and it was so simple and cozy and nice, sometimes the littlest things are the most meaningful and memorable ,Didn’t I say in my past posts its the simple things in life that makes me happy.

Photo Wednesday …from Monday

screenshot_2017-02-09-14-45-52-1         It’s  been a crazy first week with my Son getting his license and wondering okay worrying about his whereabouts …what is a mother to do . .then the crazy  snow storms that getting on here has been a challenge so my photo Monday is today . it’s my daughters kitty Miss Abigail I found her in one of our rooms while tidying things up around the house .This made me stop and just take her in enjoying looking at the poor doves trying to shelter themselves from the storm and the funny thing is they could see her and did not seem to mind.It makes you wonder what goes through cats minds ….I may have found her this way but photo credits to my daughter who captured this beautiful sight. I hope you enjoy it as much as I have and my daughter as well.

life Of a Parent.

My mind feels like its spinning

so many things I’m  thinking about

worrying about wondering about…

and  I thought life would be calmer  less complicated

if anything its confusing  exhausting …what is my roll ?

either say or care to much or don’t say or care enough

what to do … parenting.