It’s once again night time and yes I’m in the dark. If you read my last post I wrote in the dark☺..the fan is gently running bringing in the fresh cool night air..rain is coming you can smell it .the fan is humming I think the sound is relaxing to miss Abigail she is laying wuth us tonight love this fur ball. I should be sleeping but I am wide awake then ever alway liked night time better it’s a strange thing I guess I just find it peaceful I read better I like to write and yes I like to talk hahaha which is not good for my husband because he is not a night person .soon school will be out and no routine well it’s less over the yrs now that I have only one left in school and is a junior so he is very independent. Doesn’t like to talk in the morning so I do not have to get up he does his thing.. soon I can sit on our deck with my daughter and look at the star’s and see how many falling stars we see have a little wine as well and hear the peepers.but for now the fan will have to do . Oh I think the boy’s are out that is what I call the coyote I can hear them in the distance now howling to ‘ each other they must be hunting. In all the yrs we lived here I should be use to them but it still sends a chill through me when the howl such a Erie sound it makes you want to be inside well they have stopped must of found what they where hunting for.so tell me what your favourite part of the day is would love to know.
My heart is heavy and will be for awhile my prayers go out to all the victim’s and their families and and all of you in London what a selfish act ,this has given us one more example of how cruel this world has become ..for everyone of you who have lost a loved one or injured love one from this tragedy I hold you close to my heart. Also to all of you who live there you are strong and amazing and do not let them break you stay safe and always remember you are not alone.
Motherhood..happy ..laughter , strict ups and downs. One minute busy next minute echos of loudness next moment quietness you could hear a pin drop. One minute you feel you have all the answers next minute yo have none.You try to be strong all the time but sometimes you just feel weak.One day you feel like your everything to everyone sometimes you feel like your nothing. Life of a mother is a hard job there are a lot of special moments but there can be some sad and sometime you feel like your working 24/7 then your not doing nothing at all. I guess that’s what mothers do and its a tricky thing but in the end it’s so worth this rollercoaster ride.
As the sound on tain falls steadily on the roof my daughter and I enjoy a late night talk of laughter and just lfe as we enjoy the sweet taste of cake and glasses of milk it’s after midnight the rest of our family are fast asleep we just keep talking endlessly its nice not done this in a while this is the moment I cherish about motherhood these spontaneous moments of simpleness with my kids . My daughtmer and I have always been the ones to have a good conversation and moments of plain silllyness.whether its over cake a meal or a cup of coffee.Yes motherhood is a beautiful thing and as we decide its time to settle I realize its 1 in the morning its Mother ‘sDay beautiful start to it. Happy Mothers Day Moms.
So I’m keeping myself busy you will know what I mean if you read my last post hahaha I was hanging laundry in one of my spare rooms well I should call it a whatever room its chaotic okay that is for another day believe me… so I was hanging wet clothes and I look out the window and my Crab Apple tree just over night it seems has become even more beautiful the flowers are the most vibrate pink.. red color I have ever seen it. I just put down the laundry and just stared at it , its so breath taking the photo does not do half the justice it deserves .I just couldn’t help sharing. ..and yes taken from inside through the window actually it came out better then I thought figuring it was taken through a window. well enjoy. 🙂
On Sunday my Son had his Junior class Auction to raise money for their class for senior year I didn’t go because I really didn’t get the whole auction thing and I figure you should have a good amount of money . He was helping out . So I did some food shopping for his track meet …Gatorade and and snacks when I came home here sat this beautiful set of dishware a China set on our kitchen table, my husband said he bid for these thinking I would like them ….yes I do.. I love them , their so fragile and beautiful .My husband said he was proud looking when he walked in with them . I wanted to cry because there was so many things after I found out he could of tried for that he liked but did not. I went into his room and gave him the biggest hug and he smiled and I just did not want to let go 🙂 another beautiful moment.. so this is my photo Monday. 🙂
I love this window… usually I sit to the side of it in my comfy chair and I write , read , do adult coloring because its so bright and sunny and warm So lately Miss Abigail as decided she likes my chair so she is taking a nice afternoon nap in it and I am sitting on the couch and I am head on now with the window and I guess I should thank her hahaha the view is even more beautiful and the sun is bright and I still can feel the warmth of the sun. I guess sometimes looking at things in a different angle is a good thing .We sometimes get so custom to looking at things in the same way that we loose sight of what we could be missing . nice to shake things up a bit . even if its just looking out my window in a different view can make you think.