Monday evening thunder echoing in the distance more storms coming, This has been going on since 2this afternoon crazy weather. As usual kids are out and about and hubby and I are home relaxing hubby catching up on the news and I getting ready to read. Feels so good to get back in to this it’s been awhile. It’s just one more thing I’m finding I have more time for. I may finish the book tonight. Miss Abigail likes laying in front of me on the rug while I read it’s comforting to her I guess hahaha love this fur ball.the book is really good don’t you just hate that hahaha well what I mean by this is if the book is so good then you will get through it so much faster the beautiful story will be finished . Yes I know no logic…. well time to read have a good night everyone.
It’s once again night time and yes I’m in the dark. If you read my last post I wrote in the dark☺..the fan is gently running bringing in the fresh cool night air..rain is coming you can smell it .the fan is humming I think the sound is relaxing to miss Abigail she is laying with us tonight love this fur ball. I should be sleeping but I am wide awake then ever always liked night time better it’s a strange thing I guess I just find it peaceful I read better I like to write and yes I like to talk hahaha which is not good for my husband because he is not a night person…soon school will be out and no routine well it’s less over the yrs now that I have only one left in school and is a junior so he is very independent. Doesn’t like to talk in the morning so I do not have to get up he does his thing.. but still needs to be pushed and set straight at times so my job is not done yet.Soon I can sit on our deck with my daughter and look at the star’s and see how many falling stars we see have a little wine as well and hear the peepers but for now the fan will have to do . Oh I think the boy’s are out that is what I call the coyote’s I can hear them in the distance now howling to each other they must be hunting. In all the yrs we lived here I should be use to them but it still sends a chill through me when they howl such a Erie sound it makes you want to be inside well they have stopped must of found what they where hunting for so tell me what your favorite part of the day I would love to know.
My heart is heavy and will be for awhile my prayers go out to all the victim’s and their families and and all of you in London what a selfish act ,this has given us one more example of how cruel this world has become ..for everyone of you who have lost a loved one or injured love one from this tragedy I hold you close to my heart. Also to all of you who live there you are strong and amazing and do not let them break you stay safe and always remember you are not alone.
Motherhood..happy ..laughter , strict ups and downs. One minute busy next minute echos of loudness next moment quietness you could hear a pin drop. One minute you feel you have all the answers next minute you have none. You try to be strong all the time but sometimes you just feel weak. One day you feel like your everything to everyone sometimes you feel like your nothing. Life of a mother is a hard job there are a lot of special moments but there can be some sad and sometime you feel like your working 24/7 then your not doing nothing at all. I guess that’s what mothers do and its a tricky thing but in the end it’s so worth this roller coaster ride.
As the sound on tain falls steadily on the roof my daughter and I enjoy a late night talk of laughter and just lfe as we enjoy the sweet taste of cake and glasses of milk it’s after midnight the rest of our family are fast asleep we just keep talking endlessly its nice not done this in a while this is the moment I cherish about motherhood these spontaneous moments of simpleness with my kids . My daughtmer and I have always been the ones to have a good conversation and moments of plain silllyness.whether its over cake a meal or a cup of coffee.Yes motherhood is a beautiful thing and as we decide its time to settle I realize its 1 in the morning its Mother ‘sDay beautiful start to it. Happy Mothers Day Moms.