change of life…

So haven’t been feeling like myself lately…spacey flakey emotional  and yes hot flashes night sweats. ..have you caught on? Hahaha actually not funny just down right miserable …so not liking this but then who does I heard . I’m am amazed how I just do not not feel like myself it’s like something or someone else took over my body . This yr has brought on so many changes around me from loss..to my teenager  my baby getting his drivers license and just constantly  on his own new path that has changed my mother duties to patrol monitor  and more me time which is hard to get use to because I’m such a take care of someone person and now this change with me . My doctor says oh you will get through this take it one step at at time it’s easy for some but not for others well will see which one I am soon.  I will keep you posted.

Moments…

As the sound on tain falls steadily  on the roof my daughter and I enjoy a late night  talk of laughter and just lfe as we  enjoy the sweet taste of cake and glasses of milk it’s after midnight the rest of our family are fast asleep we just keep talking  endlessly  its nice not done this in a while this is the moment I cherish about motherhood these spontaneous moments of simpleness  with my kids . My daughtmer  and I have always been the ones to have a good conversation and moments of plain silllyness.whether its  over cake a meal or a cup of coffee.Yes motherhood  is a beautiful thing and as we decide its time to settle  I realize its 1 in the morning  its Mother ‘sDay beautiful  start to it. Happy Mothers Day Moms.