Thoughts once again…

Every day is a new day …but I feel like I did yesterday.

I shed quiet tears for I am not ready to let you go. but I must , I keep moving forward

but it’s bittersweet. I find myself laughing then a memory nips  me in the face like a cold windy day.  I haven’t forgotten you don’t you know ….

your in my heart where you will be always.. .  let me smile let me laugh for it’s too  hard to carry this pain.

A New Day!!

I woke to a new day  sun shining big  blue sky and saw this simple beautiful rose out side my front door and  I just looked at it so bright and peaceful soaking in the sun not bad for  a November cold morning ..it was  just being and I sighed thinking now if this world could be as content as this rose taking in each day as it comes blossoming with not a care in the world just being …sometimes just being is such a beautiful feeling.. so I stood there admiring it as long as possible as  the world around me was  in total chaos over our new elected President , rioting in the streets in the cities and on the media  and people in my town voicing their opinions again and not being very nice I just turned off the sites and started on with my day with a thank you to this rose for showing me  that life is still beautiful and life still goes on and we have the choice to watch or not , to shut everything off and make it into a beautiful positive day . Positive was the direction I went, okay I will warn you  nothing exciting but I enjoyed a peaceful quiet cup of coffee and then did things around my house with my pups by my side happily carrying his toy in his mouth  once things were in there right place I  settled down to watch  my favorite soap opera with a cup of hot chocolate and watched the drama unroll through my show, now this drama I can handle.  Soon the quietness will be replaced with  dinner plates clanging my family chatting about their day and for me I will sit and listen laugh and smile as contentment sets in and that my friends is a good day.

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