It’s a Sunday night laying in bed thinking yes I know I should be sleeping. Once again the airconditioner is humming and to believe it’s Fall … sadly not weather wise . So wish for a crisp cool day enjoying a nice hot cup of pumpkin spice coffee. Soon … well now another change has serviced my son has now traded his cross country shoes for football cleats .. , yes he is now playing football as mom sits on the bleachers holding her breath till the game has finished . What to do but support him . He is stubborn should of known he was not happy with CC this yr . So soon I will post some photos he has to to miss two games since he started later so as of now after this Saturday coming he will start playing A very different school year .. it has been from the get go , I’m slowly getting use to my new norm …well maybe , I guess I will try to get some sleep or I will regret it in the morning .Goodnight everyone wish me luck .
The night darker then usual the moon is covered in clouds ,no shadow upon my walls instead a very darken room filled with nothing but quietness ..and my thoughts that seem to occupy my mind. Endless thoughts with no place to escape . What to do if only I knew the answers….
Laying in bed just put the Adult coloring book down for the night it was nice taking a break from thinking for a bit. Friday was a beautiful night at the fair followed by a relaxed no rush kind of weekend . Soon it will be time to think about getting some pumpkins for around the house and some scarecrows . Decorate for Fall, crazy that this time is already upon us . Now to get my kids involved … need to carve pumpkins with them . My daughter will be on board it will be my son who will take some pushing to agree. I will get my way 🙂I will post some pics when the time comes. So I am happy to say it’s so nice to be reunited with my close friend somewhere along the line we let life stray us away from one another and for a time I was afraid we wouldn’t find our way back to one another … there was nothing we couldn’t tell one another and our kids grew up together especially our two older ones my daughter and her daughter best of friends thankfully they have kept in touch as much as possible being so busy but have done a better job at that then their mothers . I’m so happy we have reconnected it’s so comforting and I have missed our talks so much. back in the day we could talk a whole day on the phone about just nothing hahaha it was nice now it’s a bit more busier but I treasure our moments to chat even if it’s a text here and there. Life sure can change the direction of things hopefully we will not let all these changes get in the way off our friendship . Seems like more then ever we need this friendship to get through them. Change has been such a big part of our world, for so long things felt like they stayed the same unless we just didn’t see it … I don’t know how all of a sudden it’s just smacked us in the face and it’s our. new norm . New journey whatever we want to call it maybe it’s just life… yes that’s it . Well me eyes are getting heavy I guess it’s time for some sleep . Goodnight Everyone.
Ahhh so nice out nice and cool and it’s a full moon ! ….no sleeping for me to night , I wondered why I was so restless last night this explains .it . I love how the moons light cast shadows into the woods it’s kind of an eerie but serene feeling . It’s exceptionally calm and quiet out as well which brings out the calmness so I think I’m going to sit out for s bit and enjoy this moment .Good night everyone!.
So it’s Friday night and I believe I am so sick of the sound of the air conditioner and my sinuses are as well … been a long week and my head feels a mess allergies are at an all time high so not helping . My hubby and Miss Abigail and I watched many reruns of our favorite old show and now settling in bed my hubby is slowly drifting off to sleep after along day in the sun and the kids are off with their friends my son thankfully is staying over his friends house for the night so I won’t have to worry where he is and my daughter will be home when she gets home / I don’t worry as much with her she usually is responsible . So I think I will play my game untill I get tired enough that I can fall asleep with this stuffiness in my head. Yes my addicting game bubble pop 🙂 and yes I’m still stuck on level 36 cannot get passed it day 3 of still trying too. I’m shocked I haven’t given up on the this because usually I do and find something else to play…..yes inpatient , but this time I am determined to get past this level .i will keep you informed.
So this has been my stress /relax thing to do the last couple of days .. especially today on this rainy cold July day… I tried reading but couldn’t focus on it so I’ve been watching this oldie but good tv show yes MASH love it my hubby as well and during the commercials. playing this game bubble pop so addicting just as bad as bejeweled I use to play. But if it gives me a break from worrying about things I can’t do anything about then why not . There are worse things to do so I guess this is a good thing . It’s 10 at night and everyone’s settled in and so I guess I will too so time to shut the game off for now and let the sound of the rain drft me of to sleep. Goodnight everyone.
Well another night of listening to the air conditioner do its thing while trying to sleep …so sick of it having to run. I actually am welcoming the Fall. weather …..yes I’m aware its still July . I don’t know I guess I’m feeling irritable I’m thinking it could be my birthday next week and I would gladly be happy if it would just get here and be done… never liked birthdays after I hit 40 . Now it’s just a feeling of dread … I am looking forward to my sons though that is next week as well a day after mine …ahh to be 17 again the best well back in my day it was now I think it’s a lot different 17 now is like turning 20 kids grow up so much faster and have so much more pressures put on them . Life has become so complicated and there is so much more kids worry about and feel they have to live up to. I just hope he enjoys it because there is a lot of good times to be had with this time he just has to stop thinking of all the have too’s for just a bit All I want his time to slow down a bit so I can catch my breath and my son can be a teenager . A carefree one hahaha I know not happening is a nice thought though , well everyone’s home tonight and settled in 2 nights in a row that’s a record in my house .and I’m wide awake good thing I bought more coffee today will definitely need it in the morning. 🙂