Full Moon!

The rain has stopped and the clouds have cleared and this is what now illuminates my bedroom walls it’s just over the top of the trees it’s brightness has now awaken me . It’s beauty fasinates me. Will I sleep we will see. 

Signs….

Talk about signs or whatever you may call it., I have been doing a lot of thinking lately and I guess some soul searching like I said in my other posts how a lot has changed in the past year …trying to figure out the best way to parent my teenage son who is so independent and sometimes he has me feeling like I don’t know If I’m coming or going…okay so the other night I was laying in bed and my daughter and I were messaging back and forth like we do almost every night and then we say say goodnight as I was laying there chatting with her I got this instant quick scent of cigarette smoke and then it was gone. this has been happening for  awhile and I relate it to  my father who was a smoker. he passed away 20 years ago. and when something is bothering me at times like I said at times not all a time this happens so I feel it’s his way of saying he is around and it will be okay. ..yeah may not be but it’s a comforting thought. The  funny thing was I was talking to my daughter about my father and it was probably something he didn’t want me talking about hahahaha 🙂   I told her and she was like oh my gosh really again that happened?  she knows. Then tonight her and I and my son were sitting at the kitchen table and my daughter said  I just got a scent of cigarette smoke my son was like what really and I kind of told him and he was like oh okay  haha that is all he said  hahaha..so do you believe in signs?