Hi everyone ! I have not posted on here in about 5 days which for me is a long time. My mind has been too preoccupied to write and not something I cannot really put into words … ( hahaha) it’s a matter of over thinking and being a mom who yes over thinks. 🙄 I will keep reading yours tho and commenting on your posts . I will be posting soon I Just need to learn the art of letting things go and learn worrying and overthinking does no good for anyone. Sadly being a mom we are all very good at that. Unless your one of the lucky ones who have masterc this art of letting go and letting things just be. I know eventually I will exhaust myself in doing so and then may be able to conquer this new chapter in my life. I will be posting soon . Please just be patient with me 🙂
It’s A cold ..Full moon Monday night. Thankfully my daughter is home and took Miss Abigail with her down to their place. It’s bad enough the full moon is intensifying my anxiousness . It was causing mischief for her . My husband stayed home from work after waking up and still not feeling well still .. plus had a checkup he was going to take a half a day for to come home and change before it. . I’m still feeling a bit under the weather so took my time with doing things . Prep supper … yes in my crockpot (hahaha) love that thing which I believe a lot of my readers have noticed. Then I ran to the Post Office to mail our letters and extra envelopes and stamps to my Son. Grabbed a few things at the market then headed home to fold a bit of laundry . Now been settled in reading my book . It helps at night when my mind has been now switching gears to missing my son at night .. before it was around supper time now it’s at night when I’m either sitting in the living room or laying , settling in bed I think I hear the back door click open and I think oh he’s home from working out or being with friends . but then I know it’s only my mind playing tricks on me. It’s only been 12 days since he left …. but it seems so much longer. That’s why reading helps but tonight with this full moon I’m having a hard time concentrating and twice I think Ive heard the door. and my husband keeps asking me what I’m looking down the hall at ..🙄So happy he’s coming home for Christmas for a bit. I’m happy I can write him letters but I never realized how long it takes for him to get them … unless it’s always taken a long time and we have adapted to texting and pushing the send button and bing .. they get it. I hope he realizes how long and doesn’t wonder why or think why is no one writing ? See this is my wandering mind . Okay time to read and then get some sleep . Good night everyone.
So in this past month these two words have been brought to my attention .. I have heard don’t over think this….your over thinking ..hmm okay so I looked up what over thinking meant and okay I am an over thinker …okay I guess I have to agree to this and I have found that yes I always have been but in not as excessive as I am now and in the past it worked for me and helped me but now I’m finding it’s making me more anxious and making me feel just plain miserable and I have to agree with what I read about it is I t can give you the since of the worst scenario and well it is which is not good so I think I’m going to try to stop over thinking if possible and let things go to a point. Okay yes easier said and done I am a thinker… but I just don’t know when it got to this point of making me feel horrible. .. any suggestions anyone ?
This week my photo is on Tuesday very busy Monday. Over the weekend my husband and I celebrated our 22nd Wedding Anniversary and it was celebrated a bit different this yr. Instead of going to our favorite little town Pub we went to The Texas Road house and this was because of two reasons we where by their and we purchased a vehicle for myself. which was well needed and I should of been jumping for joy instead I was a nervous wreak hahahah now in the past my husband and I carried two vehicle loans which is happening again so why was I so hesitant….we did not give it a second thought the first time sooo why …I counted the reason we should 1: had a 2006 Chevy Malibu 2: it was well used 3: my son needed a car and we where sharing it and that was not working. so okay all good points now why not. 1: newer 2: been awhile would worry what I did to it. okay that’s the why not’s hahah so yeah I know I am over thinking..hmmm to good at that, not a good trait. so anyways as we pulled put of the dealership and headed to The Texas Road house like I said change of eatery we came upon this beautiful site right in front of us my husband and I just admired it was so big and there it was my sign ….we made a good choice it was all good just enjoy be happy ..yes I know my sign’s again but I believe this was. What do you think ? let me know love to know ..oh and enjoy the site….