Pain…

It’s Friday night … The day started off good , enjoyed my morning coffee with my daughter . Paid some bills , ran some errands with my daughter then it went all wrong …ughh my sciatic pain hit me … haven’t felt that in awhile. So slowly made some supper with help of my hubby who kept saying sit . But I just couldn’t felt I needed to move … but slowly ..my daughter headed to work and feeling bad said she would grab more Advil . After making supper I settled with my legs up in the recliner with my book. Ahhh finally I’m going to read more of this book! Well….. I read a chapter in the hr and a half I’ve been sitting here😂 my son talkative on text… my daughter not busy at work texting me. Every time I picked my book up my phone would go off.. oh my I usually am so happy omg chat with them . And believe me I am but oh I want to read (hahaha) it’s so good ! My daughters home now and waiting for her boyfriend to show up and my son is going to hang out with his buddies on the base since they will all be going home in a week . He is ready to head home but will miss his new buds! Next Saturday he flies home ,if flight is on time he will arrive early so he will have a whole day to settle in and not feel rushed to go to bed . He can ease into being back in his room without roommates which was a bit hard at first when he came home on his holiday break . I’m sure this time it will be easier. Well now that everyone’s set hubby’s relaxing on the couch with his stomach bothering him and I am going to put my legs up and try to relax this sciatic pain … enjoying some more reading. Good night everyone!

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Thoughts once again…

Every day is a new day …but I feel like I did yesterday.

I shed quiet tears for I am not ready to let you go. but I must , I keep moving forward

but it’s bittersweet. I find myself laughing then a memory nips  me in the face like a cold windy day.  I haven’t forgotten you don’t you know ….

your in my heart where you will be always.. .  let me smile let me laugh for it’s too  hard to carry this pain.