A social day….

Woke up to a Very sunny beautiful…but…..  A very warm sticky day , so hard to adapt after many chilly rainy days. So I  decided not a day to enjoy my coffee on the deck so I ‘watched some news and then got started with my day which consisted to three different stops in town and I would of thought I had a note on my back then said talk to me  I ran in to many who wanted to sit and chat about everything so I did my best with the time limit I was on because my son had a track meet and I wanted to go see it. Okay I never pass up a good conversation yes I love to talk:)  but time was running out; I stopped to get gas went  into  pay and the lady who works there decides to tell me and I quote my jerk of a boyfriend has stolen my money all I could was console her with I felt bad but I didn’t know where this was coming from I really do not know her she is just  always so nice to me when I go there and I was taken back when she told me that. I wish I could of chatted longer but for one she was working and the lady behind me  I felt like she was throwing daggers at the back of my head with her eyes  hahaha and I did have a meet to get to . It’s funny my daughter and son are always saying to me do you know that person because a lot of people will strike up a conversation with me I will talk to anyone if your pleasant to me  and I usually can spend a good amount of time with them but sadly not today. It’s funny because a lot of people do not know that about me but then I guess they do not give me the chance to get to know me.

The meet went  very well my son and his team won and he broke one of his running records in the hurdles so that was a proud moment for my hubby and I .  Tomorrow my son will have an all day meet which will be a very long day  for him . My hubby will be going I will not be It’s to much walking and standing for this hip of mine but my heart will be there with him.  well I think I will call it a day goodnight everyone.

 

This  is my photo make up day for Monday, laptop was down. So this is a part of my world, this beautiful lake that is one of the hot summer spots . My daughter and I took a ride to it and it was alive with people opening up their lake houses and camps, kids happily riding their bikes adults walking and jogging, just  such a happy place even though the lake is not ready for swimmers yet it’s very cold. There is also a beautiful eatery and bar which is called the lake house you can eat and have drinks on the sunny deck as you admire the lake view there’s music , a pool table  and yes good food .  So ready for the season to begin and enjoy and relax. I hope everyone enjoys .Screenshot_2017-04-17-19-29-38-2

Thoughts….

I wake up to a sunny but cold day. My thoughts feel all over the place is it the full moon? I just want to feel  like Myself again.. but I feel like that person is is gone when you went away and I found who was by my side to help me through sad when you find how low  the number is of people you thought you had . Bitter sad anger all comes to mind but then am I to blame for this for believing I could trust any of you. . so I’m going to guard my heart do what I need to do for me and yes I am going to be selfish isn’t that what all of you are?

Happy Moments!!!

Good Morning!!!  a quiet morning my husband and daughter and son off to work and school so enjoying my cup off coffee and watching  my pup and daughters cat running around the house playing together so maybe it’s not a quiet morning:) such happy little things.so my daughter was talking with me before she left this morning telling me how the winds yesterday had  brought down a tree into the road by our driveway big enough to be a nuisance for drivers so she went on telling me how two trucks pulled over to the side of the road with their flashers on and two men proceeded  to pull the tree out of the way , what amazed me what she said next …”It was so nice seeing two people work together  I worried  bit with  passersby I hope they see them  it’s  nice to see there are still some nice people in this world” I was so astonished  by her statement… its so nice seeing people work together ….its nice to see there is still nice people in this world. It’s sad  when something that should be such a normal gesture is a shocker to our young generation it just shows us how bad is over doing the good …we see more bad behavior then good and our kids see this as well I am happy mine still see the good.. I had worried that they didn’t . My 15 yr old shocked me as well because it has not been a good month at school … and a student/friend of his will be changing schools because of an incident that should of never been possible but the student/friend has not had it easy there as been judgement and just wrong behavior but my Son told me how they talked and he felt bad and told this person he understood of the school transfer I was so happy to hear how kind he was ,now once again I shouldn’t be surprised but peer pressure is at a very high level right now . I wish we could take notes on how some of this generation still believes in being a good human beings ….naturally, shouldn’t it not be a a second thought to have good judgement??? I guess not… I am not trying to preach just stating my happiness that yes there are still good people and I hope for more and I am happy my kid’s have that.

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Getting it right ….I think?

I have always been a giver a over doer always put others first. why do I ? not for recognition but just because it makes me happy and I like to give then take. but then after a yr ago I started feeling the poor me syndrome and  after several occasions I didn’t do you know life gets busy or things come up you forget and let me say I did not hear the end of it and that opened my eyes .. people took advantage of this ….so  I stopped doing to a point I  am still am who I am that will not ever change but I now know who  and when I should do for people and not to go over board because it doesn’t matter to some people . some people can do nothing and not care and get treated better and even though I did this because it’s just my way  and your tired and you do it  anyway but there is not at least a thank you it is upsetting. I must say Easter was nice I did for my family like I always do and kept it at that and I for once  was a happier person for it. Do not get me wrong it was hard not to want to just keep doing  habits are hard  to break but I am happy I stuck to my decision. made for a nicer  day .

An off day…..

I woke from a restless nights sleep…I new something didn’t seem right my Son like I had wrote in my last post running out with friends right when he got home from school but asking me as his friends are driving in the driveway ..he tells me they are just going to another friends house for a bit….well that was at 6:00 at 9 :00 I started to think okay  where are you so I started to text him and a text comes through it’s my son I will be home soon so okay that was fine with me but then 10:00 came and my husband and I started to get angry I texted him telling him to get home he said I will we are just talking  about things..I”m sorry don’t worry….hmmm okay so now not only am I angry worried but now confused wouldn’t you be? so my son comes home he sits he knows I am upset my husband had to go to bed early morning..so he sits with me and my daughter and tells us  how things are  going on at school and  its not good…I can’t go into detail but it does not involve him or his group of friends….thank god..but I  feel for the ones involved let me just say I would not want to be a teenager in this day in age thank god my son and his friends have a good head on their shoulders . This world is just getting scarier by the minute the things I just heard , things you hear on the news. the newspaper it just never ending  I am tired of why people make the choice they do and and do the things they do it’s just so sad and sickening …It feels like some people have just lost their way more and more everyday . No morals nothing why I ask?? so today my mind just keeps going back to the conversation from last night… I wish I could just stop time for 2 minutes and take a breather and have everything just be happy. and see people be nicer and make better choices .but I know this has been going on for years but little bit  more now a days. just frustrated ……..

Contentment….

I know I have written about this subject  before but need to say it’s so worth repeating. My Son was enjoying the day snowboarding at one of the bigger ski area’s that him and his friends never had been too so I was happy he was doing one of the many things he enjoys. My Daughter had a later shift in the day for work so we decided to enjoy a relaxing lunch at our favorite place to eat, Panera the best I had their zesty creamy tomato soup and grilled cheese she had a chicken soup and macaroni and cheese …yes very simple and yes we could of made that at home hmm …maybe but not as good as them and the atmosphere is so pleasant and relaxing even when it is busy and today was one of those day but what do you expect when something is good people go there. so we took our time and enjoyed . love the simplicity of this to some this would be nothing but to me its just who I am simple I wish more people could just sit back take in their surroundings like I saw today people chatting away smiling or reading a book as they enjoyed their meal. life should be happy and enjoyable and not stressed and rushed and full of judgmental opinions and anger shall I go on ? …yes I know I’m asking too much but can we at least try. I know life is full of all kinds of ways just seems we need to enjoy the life we are given as a gift.