Give me strength …

it’s night time once again … happy that this week will soon be over and then April vacation begins on Monday for my son , yay!!!! He needs a break from all the drama at school and needs a break from people he thought was his friend best friend but sadly my son found out the hard way … my son holds trust and loyalty so high and now this kid who broke his trust will never see my son as a friend again . My son won’t let that happen.. why do people have no guilt in hurting others ? Life can be cruel in so many ways but I’m hoping in less then two months when he graduate he will see life in a different light . Yes not always easy but so worth looking to another day , new beginnings hopefully he will see a happier road in front of him . I pray that he will .

Yes being a teenager has its drama but it’s so different these days . The times have changed people not all but a lot are out for them self’s . I try I’ve taught my kids to be good people , but in this world like the saying goes … “nice guys finish last ” but just maybe being last isn’t so bad maybe its a good thing if your last then your not up there where all the hurtful disloyal people are ., yes… I try to find a silver lining out of everything .. one of my many faults ,hmm maybe but it keeps me hopeful that silver lining .. when I pray at night I always tell god it’s so hard down here why ? I wish he would answer maybe then I could find the answer the would be able to see that smile on my sons face more often , Or hear my daughter come home from work and tell me one time how nice a customer was to her then to hear how they complained over her not having something that they so needed that they had to be so hurtful about🙄 Really is this right? No ! Karma I want to say but with that make me any better then them … just hard being a parent hurt me I can take it but do not hurt my kids. Well on that note I will try to settle my mind down and let this humming of the fan hahaha yes gotta love this fan 🙂 drift me off to sleep . Maybe hubby is snoring could be a long night 😂

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Heartbreaking…..

This past weekend is not been a happy one . i just want to say my heart breaks for two sad things that happened one Christina Grimmie  her life taken so young, unexpectedly and unfair by one man for only god knows why took her away and once again with a gun ….this is just so unbelievable . So my thoughts and prayers go out to her family.

My heartbreaks also for all the victims survivors and their families of the Orlando shooting this is unbelievable how many lives were taken away and innocent loving people just out at a night club dancing happy just loving one another and life and in one minute is taken away so unfair let us  NEVER forget them forever they will be in our hearts. I know mine they will be . We need to spread love and not hate life is such a gift but when taken away unfairly because one person has so much hate in them it’s hard not to be angry but that just keeps hate fueling we need to put this flame out and take steps to watch our surrounding and report if we see something not right but love, love everyone and live and spread happiness this is what we can do for the ones that have been taken away to keep their memory alive. Everyone lets try to make this life better again and banish as much hate as we can and stay safe.

The world as we know it..

The world we live in is becoming  a  sad hateful place violence is escalating  , people are becoming more miserable then nice . I love when I go food shopping and I smile at a passerby  or her in someone’s way unintentionally and I say oh sorry and I get glared at .okay yes we all do not like to food shop but it’s not just there,   it’s many places actually more and more are people are getting this way.When did it become harmful if we stated our opinion and its not what everyone else believes?  How do  we raise our kids in such a world where you cannot be proud of your children for what they believe in and stand up for   but worry  more what price they will pay, have we lost our way?, I’m afraid so ..Will things change for the better I only can hope and pray yes pray I believe there is a god and he looking down upon us and shaking his head .it’s a scary thought if that is the case .