this is a photo taken from my bedroom yes that is my hallway that leads to the basement left door where Miss Abigail is waiting then which is my daughters place …then as you see my back door straight ahead it’s a ranch style house it’s actually a bit bigger and longer then the photo shows but it’s all close quarters the reason I’m showing this is because where my bed is my hubby and I can look straight down the hallway at night . Sadly the way we have it set up at the moment so we do not block the heaters anyways what an awkward moment tonight tomorrow I may laugh about it , right now I’m in awe (hahaha) my hubby and I where watching our TV Shows and both of our kids came home so my daughter who was in a very chatty mood and loves to come in our room and sit on the end of our bed and tell me about her day at work ….just so you know she has done this since she was little ,our son when he was little use to lay at the end of our bed and we would watch shows and movies and by the time the movie was over he would be asleep and my hubby would carry him to bed. So yes always been something that was comfortable with them ,my son will come in when he gets home at night but stands at the door and will chat a bit then go to bed but my daughter could talk for hours sitting here. So tonight here she was and she is complaining about her Ex boyfriend who she sadly has to work with and I do not blame her for being bothered by him . Well as she is chatting away she’s waiting for her new guy to show that she is seeing so they can go get something to eat and we’ll one I’m laying in bed all cozy and my hubby is in the bathroom and I happen to look down the hallway and I see this person walking slowly down the hallway and at first I’m thinking why is seth walking so slow then realize my son already went to bed and I’m like oh my it’s Jamie’s guy so I say is name and like say how are you trying to get my daughter to stop chatting about her Ex and I do not know how much he heard but at the same time this all looked so weird and sadly he only can see me but can hear her and the only light came from the nightlight in the hallway and our TV so it was dark and oh boy what a sight it must of been an awkward probably more so for my daughter and I he seemed fine (hahaha) She stopped talking jumped up and went to him and they proceeded out to the kitchen . This guy is so quiet and not shy it took her other boyfriend two maybe three yrs to come upstairs and they where together for four years if he showed up and she was upstairs he would text her this guy well very comfortable and let’s say good thing he is a guy who is all about family and visits his before he goes back on his four night shifts and has dinner with them once a week when they only live 20 minutes away from one another because other people would of thought this was strange 🙂 but still I’m so embarrassed . I guess these are the moments I will always remember….. my poor hubby didn’t have a clue by the time he came out of the bathroom she was already walking towards our kitchen . I’m thinking my daughter and I will have a nice laugh over coffee in the morning . 😂


New Years Day.

Happy New Years everyone! Ringing in the New Years was a very different one this year my husband nod I went to  his families instead of staying home like we have in the  past 10 yrs. it felt strange without my kids,  my daughter worked then went out with a friend and came back home early and watched the festivities on TV and my son who we thought was going to a friends house after we left ended up staying home because his friends decided not to do anything so we brought him food home and even though he won’t admit it I believe he was a little  bummed because after eating the food  we brought he said he was tired and didn’t feel like staying up till 12 and went to bed at 11  I was happy he was still up in bed when 12 hit so I could wish him a Happy New Year . After that we where all tired and it was cold  we went to bed. Morning came fast and the new year is here and I am happily still not doing a resolution , I think a try to be less worry mom when both kids are out especially my son who I bug checking in on him too fast ….try I say thankfully even though he seemed bummed I was happy he was home. Any ways it was a busy day taking the tree down and decorations put away and getting the house back in its order. My daughter of course is out with a friend and my son is home writing College essays to apply for colleges. Plus homework and getting ready for back to school tomorrow.

I at the moment have sat for a bit and now need to finish preparing supper. This day is flying by I just hope this month does as fast I do not like the month of January it’s my dread month ….too long and too cold and it’s just depressing, I’m trying not to think this way I hope my coloring books and books  I have to read  and writing most defintantly keep me busy as long with getting out to spend more time with my best friend. I am happy we gain a minute a of light each day so that’s is a plus. 🙂


It’s the night after Christmas and my hubby and I are settled under the warmth of our blankets in bed after a very cold day of cleaning up after Christmas  putting some decorations way  until next year . My son was up early for work on the ski slopes and then indoor track practice now after a nice hot meal he is in bed as well settling to   repeat this all over   Again tomorrow My daughter is out with friends doing their present  swaps . My phone says the temp out is 12 so that is why we are under our covers . This Christmas holiday was one  for the books of lack of spirit, sadly my heart wasn’t in it no matter how I tried I just went through the motions It’s been  a sad yr of things that weighted on my heart as well as my families . I’m happy it’s over and now we can just work on making our hearts feel better. This weather is making it a bit easier by feeling okay to settle in and relax . You know it’s cold when the house is making popping noises. It’s not going to get any better until next week . So I think I’m ready for Spring🙂 Sadly About 75 more days I believe until Spring ….yes  I’m counting  Hahaha  anyways now we count down to the New Year I do not know what we will do if we are going to relatives for a night of food drinks,  games or staying home with some Chinese food they both sound good to me will see. What are your plans? I would love to know  and if you make Resolution? I do not have one just to let you know🙂


Good Morning , a quiet morning, first Saturday I have had like this in awhile.. hubby’s hunting , kids are working . it’s just Miss Abigail and I watching the weather channel looking at the radar where this big historic snow storm is heading-sadly our way but actually isn”t going to be our way until tomorrow and seems like the amounts are dropping so happy about this but it can change ,at the moment it’s in New York looks very wet it’s melting quickly there so I hope it’s not to bad our way I do feel bad for the skiers but I just wouldn’t mind a calm winter . So is everyone ready for Christmas? I will kind of be after Monday going to do some shopping my kids now that their older Like gift cards so then they can pick out what they like which is fine with me. Same with my hubby he just wants gift cards at the nearest Home supply store . To get some tools …men.. 🙂all I want is some peace and my family to be happy healthy and safe oh and maybe a new adult coloring book or two since I’ve been into that so much lately.. I’m easy enough never really want much I’m happy with what I have and if I want something I can grab it. Hmm need to get Miss Abigail something too let’s see some new kitty toys treats hahaha she is easy as well I think she just wants a quiet calm warm day at home to sleep hahaha to be a cat this is how I found her on our couch under my Santa blanket I saw a bulge in the blanket lifted it up a bit to find her like this , a new cozy hideaway for her. Happy girl. okay I guess I should start this day and get some things done not much to do today just some food shopping and clean the kitchen from the breakfast chaos yes that is exactly what it is everyone making their own thing . So then after that will settle in with a movie and see what happens with this snow. Have a great day everyone.🙂

Never the same…

So it’s a quiet night no friends just the Fam and we are all settled in the only sound I hear is the humming of the air conditioner and for the moment my husband snoring softly…hmm this may get a bit noiser . My son is still recovering from Saturday’s Spartan race thought he could try practice after school because he told us it felt better to keep moving then sitting is legs tighten up sitting . Well he came home and was walking like a mummy once again so I believe he over did it…. always never does anything half  way , all or nothing. So he ate and showered and at 7:30 was in bed for the night. My daughter has just arrived home from work so just before her coming home we heard this noise yes always noises with us…but it was like a rumble or rolling something around kind of noise so my husband  said oh I  believe  he’s up I am telling him no when our son goes to bed that’s exactly  what he does. So my poor husband starts walking through the house , went down to my daughters downstairs back into check our son …nothing but still noise so he went outside comes in whips open the bedroom window says listen we waited and I heard it in the distance, it sounded like a grand finale of fireworks but where and why ? It’s a Tuesday night .. so strange my husband was just happy I heard it and he figured it out instead of thinking he was loosing his mind hahaha but anyways so strange why? … always something .

Thoughts …

It’s late at night lying  in bed and my thoughts feel all scattered and nothing feels normal ..I think this will be mine and my families feeling for awhile as well. ..everything as changed so fast it’s unbelievable so. I guess the feeling of normalcy is not happening is where it’s at for the time being one think that hasn’t change is the kids are still out and I will wait to fall asleep unless sleep overcomes me …haven’t had much of a good nights sleep ‘this past week. So I will let the humming from the fan get me to sleep .

Good Morning!

Good  Morning ! Enjoying my coffee with some news. Quiet morning even Miss Abigail is not around must be downstairs in her and my daughters place , much cooler where she is . Defiantly will not miss this humidity . As I get older I have noticed I’m liking  the heat less. So I just noticed that one of our only birdfeeders we have up has now been destroyed by our visitor the bear again. It’s been a wild summer with them they have been doing havoc with a lot of neighbors yards . Good thing Miss Abigail is an indoor cat. Well guess I should start my day coffee is finished and news is well what it is.  See you soon.