The darkness came and then there was light.. The moon came out and outside my window the light shinned in. The moon is amazingly full . Casting shadows throughout the yard giving the snow a sparking site
I lay here and I wonder why I can’t sleep look at this amazing moon one problem it’s shining through the shade of my bedroom window lightening everything up .
The night darker then usual the moon is covered in clouds ,no shadow upon my walls instead a very darken room filled with nothing but quietness ..and my thoughts that seem to occupy my mind. Endless thoughts with no place to escape . What to do if only I knew the answers….
I’m laying in my bed the Windows wide open the warm summer night with a gentle breeze feels just right the light of the moon shadows the walls of my room .Down the hall ‘ in the next rooms the sound of the girls contagious laughter is comforting ..my daughter and her friend catching up on the days gossip. Love these moments for there short and less often So I take it in absorb it for those the are moments I will remember when the house grows quieter with only the sound of the walls showing there age.this will be one more memory I hold in my heart .
The moon shines through my bedroom windows casting shadows among my walls . The cold night air creeps through my walls into my skin giving me slight a chill. A sound of a trains whistle off in the distant sounds of a lonely cry sending a chill down my spine.I pull the blankets up to my face like a child does after a bad dream I think to myself of the foolishness of my actions and shake my head to remove the feeling that now I know has caused this unsettling feeling ..fear , sadness…life yes life with all it’s uncertainties and changes. I say to myself to calm my mind to get through this night is the sun will come up in the morning and there will be a new day of hope yes hope that things will change and life will turn it’s self around yes another day, and yes hope .
Love the evening sky this time of year the days get shorter but still warm and the nights are cool and the air smells of fallen leaves and wood smoke from the houses in a distant taking the chill out . the sunsets amazing light , the setting of the sun casting shadows upon the darkening trees is a serene feeling and reminds us that even though life has it’s ups and down its still beautiful and somethings will never change.