All home together!

It’s 8:09 at night and my son is finally home. His flight didn’t come in untill 6:40 tonight instead of 12.39 this afternoon the storms in the South delayed everything. Now we all are home together all 4 of us . It’s nice . Especially with having both my kids home tonight. Relaxing watching tv and chatting. It’s so nice! I can’t say it enough. My son is calm ,relaxed . .. but still coughing bad so he will be seeing the Dr. on Monday if possible. Well going to spends sometime with everyone until we call it a night.

I’m noticing a white mark on my sons face I think it’s the lighting at the airport when I took it quickly when he jumped into the truck ….so it’s not food lolūüôā

Normalcy…..

Finally back on here..after a week of¬† total chaos and hopefully now some normalcy . In the past 5months I have felt this sense of peacefulness contentment. I finally threw¬† caution to the wind and said I need to let go of trying to be a perfect mother and let them grow¬† with guidence ..my Son is independent loves being with his friends playing his sport and he knows his priorities and when he sways from that path I pull him in and my Daughter she is an adult and her and I are in a good place¬†¬† she has here friends making new ones and her work . My husband and I are learning to be just us again before kids and I think I am handling it better then him. he is so use to us all constantly together or around lets say he hates change so the kids doing their own¬† thing and I more into things I enjoy doing again is throwing him …I thought it would be harder for me but I am more open minded and I do not have parents telling me like he has how things should be …ughh and after my last blog if you read he got hurt at work thank¬† god he is fine and doing a lot better and back to work . His parents thinking I am not doing enough getting back in our business my aurora of my peacefulness has vanished and been place with self doubt angry and I thought I got past this years ago. So now I am trying to get back to this peacefulness and contentment and not listening to them ….not very easy . It’s hard when people judge you just because you do not follow their ways or agree. I am thankful for this week being back to normal my daughter and I went out to a nice relaxing lunch at our favorite place, Panera Bread the best . and then we enjoyed a s’mores frappuccino from Starbucks¬† so delicious we figured we had a light lunch we would enjoy this.¬† Then we headed to my son ‘s school to watch his meet such a nice ending to the day. oh and yes they won!¬† my¬† son came in 2nd place in the hurdles and 2nd in 2nd race. So proud of him.