Off kind of day …

what a day everything just feels off … is off.. I just do not know everything going wrong at home then you go to the store the only two items your son wants for food there is none but every other kind . Your gas tank in your car reads to bars and 80 miles I can drive it’s a subie so I put $10 in still says 80 and 2bars showing so my daughter and I are dumbfounded so where thinking did the guy actually have gas in that pump or is my car broke? Hmm… so we go to another gas tank I add 10 more and now it reads 260 okay now it’s working . The news isn’t any better so many bad things happening .. and no answers… just been a strange day and it’s only suppertime. I am ready to crawl under the covers hahaha. Sadly I usually would be jumping for joy being that it’s the 1st day of Spring but it doesn’t look it and it’s so cold out…I’m trying to fine a silver lining here somewhere maybe it will come tomorrow when I can sit back and reflect and laugh about it.🙂

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Strange Morning…

Good Morning .. a strange one at that after a very light sleep.. you know those nights where your sleeping but you feel your not but then you actually wake up and your wide awake … that was my night . Then I wake up at 7 after whatever time I fell back to sleep to my son asking to see my phone hmm … he types on it then says ok here , I look at it and it’s an Instagram but a new one with only two photos it’s him he says I think I deleted my photos by accident last night and I lost a lot of followers with my photos I’m like oh no but to me something sounded strange about the whole thing .I didn’t tell him that because I do tend to over think things so I let it go ,a few minutes later I go to check mine and in the feed I see all or most part his photos and followers but it’s a weird name …word I don’t know what to call it jibber … I’m about to yell to him from my bed he comes in says take a pic of me and has this paper he’s holding I can’t say what it said but yes he was reporting it he was hacked .. stolen whatever you want to call it …. Why? He’s not happy. Who would be. Im ready to delete my social media except for this …. It’s getting bad , I think it’s time to get a good camera and start taking photos the old way or should say the way it should be. I’m tired of this a month ago my Facebook was hacked . I’m ready to call it quits sadly I have friends I love to connect with from afar .. on there other then that I would press that delete button so fast. The drama is getting to much to too . I hope my son has his photos saved.

I’m sitting and enjoying my coffee my son is now off to school , as I watch the weather channel because my phone did a weather warning alert..ughh another Nor”Eastern predicted our way for tomorrow into Thursday night and this time their predicting 12to 16 inched our way😥 so I’m thinking with the timing and if it gets as bad as they say no school tomorrow or Thursday. Hubby texted me to let me know he would be taking off Thursday from work to clean up or if we have power outages he can be around … thank god Crazy….actually something else that is crazy is I was catching up on the news this morning as well and they where reporting on a flight I don’t know where about didn’t catch it but they where in flight and this women had to be restrained because she was trying to get to the planes door to open it and yelling I am God over and over. Okay that’s scary poor women but the passengers what they had to deal with .. oh this world… so yes a very strange morning 😂 Miss Abigail is doing some odd things as well hiding at first this morning then I went into the kitchen to freshen up my coffee and she’s sleeping on my kitchen table ,well that didn’t happen long .. she knows better because when I went towards her to grab her off she ran. Can cats sense a storm coming? It’s been a morning… going to be a long day.

Noises in the night…

Good Morning the sun is shining the ground is bare in my yard but I believe that will all be changing soon ….the weathermen are not sure what it will be that’s coming in Thursday night to Friday night.. some are saying not much , some are debating a Not’eastern which this time of yr it could mean a foot of snow to buckets of rain or both so this will be interesting …will see.

Last night my daughters boyfriend came over late … he works nights so he’s on a night schedule sleeps days up all night even on days off to keep on the pattern. ..being that he works nights he arrives at our house at 10 some nights …my daughter decided to go down do a few things since she had just arrived home from work and it was 8:30 so was going to wait for him down in her place with Miss Abigail and so around 10 she came up said she was going out to grab a bite to eat with him that Miss Abigail was sleeping on her bed she would shut our door so she would stay down there . Well It was around 11:30 and I had texted my daughter earlier about something on Twitter I saw yes I love Twitter , knowing she was out I figured she would read it sometime. …any how it’s was 11:30 I heard a slam like a door ..her door it shuts loud and then some banging around so I was like oh there back … about 10 mins later I was about to fall asleep my daughter texts back about my text. I said oh you didn’t stay out late …she wrote back whattt? Still out , on our way back. I’m like oh okay .. so hmm I don’t know what I was hearing my son was home but had been sleeping for an hour or so , I do not think it was him . Unless The full moon had Miss Abigail doing laps down there .. it was so strange . I should of woke my hubby but he was sleeping so good and I’m always hearing noises I just couldn’t wake him. I think I’m going to go with the kitty being restless … but will be making sure my daughter is locking the door when she leaves … so puzzled🤔

Awkward……

this is a photo taken from my bedroom yes that is my hallway that leads to the basement left door where Miss Abigail is waiting then which is my daughters place …then as you see my back door straight ahead it’s a ranch style house it’s actually a bit bigger and longer then the photo shows but it’s all close quarters the reason I’m showing this is because where my bed is my hubby and I can look straight down the hallway at night . Sadly the way we have it set up at the moment so we do not block the heaters anyways what an awkward moment tonight tomorrow I may laugh about it , right now I’m in awe (hahaha) my hubby and I where watching our TV Shows and both of our kids came home so my daughter who was in a very chatty mood and loves to come in our room and sit on the end of our bed and tell me about her day at work ….just so you know she has done this since she was little ,our son when he was little use to lay at the end of our bed and we would watch shows and movies and by the time the movie was over he would be asleep and my hubby would carry him to bed. So yes always been something that was comfortable with them ,my son will come in when he gets home at night but stands at the door and will chat a bit then go to bed but my daughter could talk for hours sitting here. So tonight here she was and she is complaining about her Ex boyfriend who she sadly has to work with and I do not blame her for being bothered by him . Well as she is chatting away she’s waiting for her new guy to show that she is seeing so they can go get something to eat and we’ll one I’m laying in bed all cozy and my hubby is in the bathroom and I happen to look down the hallway and I see this person walking slowly down the hallway and at first I’m thinking why is seth walking so slow then realize my son already went to bed and I’m like oh my it’s Jamie’s guy so I say is name and like say how are you trying to get my daughter to stop chatting about her Ex and I do not know how much he heard but at the same time this all looked so weird and sadly he only can see me but can hear her and the only light came from the nightlight in the hallway and our TV so it was dark and oh boy what a sight it must of been an awkward probably more so for my daughter and I he seemed fine (hahaha) She stopped talking jumped up and went to him and they proceeded out to the kitchen . This guy is so quiet and not shy it took her other boyfriend two maybe three yrs to come upstairs and they where together for four years if he showed up and she was upstairs he would text her this guy well very comfortable and let’s say good thing he is a guy who is all about family and visits his before he goes back on his four night shifts and has dinner with them once a week when they only live 20 minutes away from one another because other people would of thought this was strange 🙂 but still I’m so embarrassed . I guess these are the moments I will always remember….. my poor hubby didn’t have a clue by the time he came out of the bathroom she was already walking towards our kitchen . I’m thinking my daughter and I will have a nice laugh over coffee in the morning . 😂

New Years Day.

Happy New Years everyone! Ringing in the New Years was a very different one this year my husband nod I went to  his families instead of staying home like we have in the  past 10 yrs. it felt strange without my kids,  my daughter worked then went out with a friend and came back home early and watched the festivities on TV and my son who we thought was going to a friends house after we left ended up staying home because his friends decided not to do anything so we brought him food home and even though he won’t admit it I believe he was a little  bummed because after eating the food  we brought he said he was tired and didn’t feel like staying up till 12 and went to bed at 11  I was happy he was still up in bed when 12 hit so I could wish him a Happy New Year . After that we where all tired and it was cold  we went to bed. Morning came fast and the new year is here and I am happily still not doing a resolution , I think a try to be less worry mom when both kids are out especially my son who I bug checking in on him too fast ….try I say thankfully even though he seemed bummed I was happy he was home. Any ways it was a busy day taking the tree down and decorations put away and getting the house back in its order. My daughter of course is out with a friend and my son is home writing College essays to apply for colleges. Plus homework and getting ready for back to school tomorrow.

I at the moment have sat for a bit and now need to finish preparing supper. This day is flying by I just hope this month does as fast I do not like the month of January it’s my dread month ….too long and too cold and it’s just depressing, I’m trying not to think this way I hope my coloring books and books  I have to read  and writing most defintantly keep me busy as long with getting out to spend more time with my best friend. I am happy we gain a minute a of light each day so that’s is a plus. 🙂

Never the same…

So it’s a quiet night no friends just the Fam and we are all settled in the only sound I hear is the humming of the air conditioner and for the moment my husband snoring softly…hmm this may get a bit noiser . My son is still recovering from Saturday’s Spartan race thought he could try practice after school because he told us it felt better to keep moving then sitting is legs tighten up sitting . Well he came home and was walking like a mummy once again so I believe he over did it…. always never does anything half  way , all or nothing. So he ate and showered and at 7:30 was in bed for the night. My daughter has just arrived home from work so just before her coming home we heard this noise yes always noises with us…but it was like a rumble or rolling something around kind of noise so my husband  said oh I  believe  he’s up I am telling him no when our son goes to bed that’s exactly  what he does. So my poor husband starts walking through the house , went down to my daughters downstairs back into check our son …nothing but still noise so he went outside comes in whips open the bedroom window says listen we waited and I heard it in the distance, it sounded like a grand finale of fireworks but where and why ? It’s a Tuesday night .. so strange my husband was just happy I heard it and he figured it out instead of thinking he was loosing his mind hahaha but anyways so strange why? … always something .

Sigh…

Today was  a day full of unexpected surprises for instance as I was enjoying my morning coffee I was looking to see what was treading on Twitter , yes I’m a twitter fan  so I came up on an an article that was  saying how there was an attacking squirrel in one of the New York Parks and it attacked 5 people I was shocked . Any how I  signed out and started laundry and Then proceeded into the living room to tidy up things you know always something needs to be picked up.or wiped down. I heard a clunk and then a persistent tapping my daughters friend heard it as well so we started looking around  first we thought it was the washing machine … nope ok well we then found it and it was looking right at us on top of my deck chairs a squirrel and it was literally  pressed to my window that doesn’t have a screen luckily we do not open that side . Well it was tapping with it’s claws at my window then jumped into it and got back up on chair and was staring at us again it all happened so fast , her and I screamed and the thing ran up on to the deck railing along it stopped and stared at us . My daughters friend screamed shut the door before it comes through the screen oh I did …. we just stood there looking at one another and I thought of that darn article …and wondered what the heck is wrong with these squirrels so   crazy  thankfully he hasn’t been back , after things where done and supper started I turned on a channel that one of my oldie but goodies  80″s show came on 7th Heaven haven’t seen this showing since the end of winter I was happy ! The ironic thing it was an episode of the kids growing up and the parents seeing through their eyes them as children but then it brings them back to being older and the parents are seeing that they need to let go . Hmmm what I have been struggling with can you say sign? Now if you asked my son he would argue that he does not believe in signs or superstitions okay some superstitions I don’t but signs YES! What do you think do you believe in signs? Let me know. Time to go and have some supper.