This is my photo make up day for Monday, laptop was down. So this is a part of my world, this beautiful lake that is one of the hot summer spots . My daughter and I took a ride to it and it was alive with people opening up their lake houses and camps, kids happily riding their bikes adults walking and jogging, just such a happy place even though the lake is not ready for swimmers yet it’s very cold. There is also a beautiful eatery and bar which is called the lake house you can eat and have drinks on the sunny deck as you admire the lake view there’s music , a pool table and yes good food . So ready for the season to begin and enjoy and relax. I hope everyone enjoys .
So another quiet weekend ..yes this is probably now going to be the new norm. I should be enjoying it , okay I was but now with each passing weekend even some week days it’s sadly out of my comfort zone. Yes I said that. I am just so use to doors slamming shut music blasting through walls running around cleaning up after everyone and now the house is always clean doors and walls quiet just the sound of the house creaking or my husband snoring hahaha well with the cold temps at the moments movies have been our new thing snuggle under the warm blankets in the comfort of our bedroom , going for rides again for a coffee or just riding I know ….why am I finding issue with this? a lot of people would love this free time. I’m just such a take care of someone or something kind of person. It’s just what I do . but now I need to rewire my brain hahaha and try to get use to this so I am going to get back into reading books again I use to love reading but it took me forever to get through one . I am thinking of summer with my husband at the drive in movies and sites to check out that my hip will allow. More summer evening at our favorite eatery sitting on their patio. Okay I can do this hahaha can anyone give me some suggestions like good reads , movies, activities? would love some ideas .
Once again I’m having a hard time where to begin have pressed backspace several times. I feel the time getting onto my blog is getting more and more of a distance I do not want to get into a habit of but my time is at such a minimum of what I have to do to what I want to do .Today my friend and I actually got a moment to chat on the phone and the first thing I told her , I do not want to be an adult anymore and her response on the other end was laughter…and a sigh and then she said I understand. It’s only been two weeks ‘s been a crazy busy summer and did I say it’s only been two weeks.
What happen to days spent by the pool… Popsicle’s melting in the sun , weeks spent at the beach now replaced with me being a taxi to and from drivers ed my sons job drop offs and pickups with his friends thank god for moments of bliss enjoying a coffee or lunch with my oldest she his my savior hahaha from having to be an adult and when weekends use to be day trip adventures is now me recovering on my deck swing and enjoying some peace of mind. I tried to get into a book its been awhile since I read , that worked for a day and now it sits on chapter 4. I am not complaining I know it sounds that way, I am just stating the unbelievable change this year has been and amazed how fast childhood disappeared and I am exhausted hahaha so moms enjoy your summer with your little ones because it goes by fast and if you think your tired now just wait when they get older and they have places to be and no license and your older you too will be saying I wish I wasn’t an adult at the moment 🙂 so I will try to be on here more maybe not everyday but more then I have been so please keep reading my post. I also welcome feedback.
Tonight is the night we set our clocks forward. I usually love when we do this time change it makes Spring seem so much closer and almost this new sense of newness but this yr I am not looking forward to it….it’s going to give me less sleep and more time to worry where my Son is which I am hoping I nipped in the butt after that last post I wrote how he stayed out till after 10 on a school night and he wouldn’t answer is phone, we had a long talk and he has been better even though it’s only been about 3 days hahaha I hope it keeps up . he will want to be out later now too..and it starts to get him into the summer mode so school homework will have to be pushed more …so fun. as I am writing this I’m looking back at what I have wrote and it has negativity written all over it.Sorry about that I notice my last post have been negative too., it’s just been a long sad complicated week I’m going to as of Monday be a little more positive. I am not a positive person but I can’t say I am a negative person either I know that sometimes negativity is what drives me to move forward if that makes sense? because if I think positive and it doesn’t go that way then I will be disappointed if I’m negative then it will either be a good thing and I have something to look forward to if not then nothing has changed…yes I am complicated hahaha but I have lived this way for so long it’s a hard thing to break. but I will try. I do need to say one more thing I will dislike about this time change the darker mornings I think we can all agree on that ,that is not enjoyable.Now that I wrote my negative thoughts 🙂 I hope everyone enjoys there night going to go and enjoy mine it’s a Saturday night and all of my family is actually home we may be doing all out own things but it’s nice we are all home for once on a Saturday night. have a good night everyone!