Good Morning woke up to sunny and 80 degrees and muggy. No happy medium just two days ago we had the heat on and now we should have air conditioning on but not ready to run that yet so it will be Windows close and shades half down untill the sun moves away from our house …so crazy. If you read my last post well I think I am going stop obsessing over everything being the way it use to be and follow my family’s way and if they do not like it or wonder what’s going on hmm well then I guess they will have to step up. I think I need to be able to have my own way as well..this is so hard for me because then i always feel guilty or selfish so I have to push through these feelings and do this so we can ALL be happy. .. will see .
It;s been a long week and its only Tues, so hate that feeling .. My Son gad a track meet against their rivalry team and someone had to loose unfortunately it was my Son’s team. The team took it really hard , I feel so bad for them. I want to say to him it’s only a game but to them it’s so much more. it’s their life who they are okay they think it is ..I think that there is to much pressures of all kinds. on kids now and I not saying we put to much pressure as parents I am talking about other kids society sports them trying to prove themselves to others , wanting to be in as I quote . If you read my last post I had wrote about the controversy over the new show based on the book 13 Reasons Why on Netflix about teenage suicide. Its such an eye opener I am on episode 9 and I am amazed how I can relate some of the things that I have seen in my kids school its so unreal. Yes I know we where all teenagers once we had good days bad days we had breakups bad friends all that but in this new world of technology I think its out of control what kids can do with it and sadly really push someone to the point of suicide Just by one press of a button on their cell phones,,.we know bullying is out of hand , kids do not care there mind are so wrapped up in material things okay sorry not all but a good amount of kids and this show/book I believe scares people because this is a real fear and people are afraid to see this .I do agree if your child has depression they should not watch this or watch with an adult because it does not in my eye glamorize suicide maybe in a teenagers so watch talk about it . I know one thing keep the communication open with your kids no matter if they push away just keep it open.
Technology some days I love it some days I hate it. The one thing I hate is when my husband and son do not answer my texts…my husband about an hour later my son 3hours maybe 4 …yes the panic kicks in but then when I see he has been on because we know some apps you can see it then the anger kicks in. I know it’s the way of the world and I love my phone but I am really good at answering back quickly . or at least before an hour passes. oh my gosh when my son doesn’t answere me back when he received his first phone the things that went through my mind…. not good. and then when my daughter was in school and I was taking her Ipod away because homework was taking half the night to finish and she swore in matter of speaking lol that she was using it as a dictionary …but then I caught her texting I was like okay now hand it over, guess what homework was not an all night thing after that..hmm and now my son is doing the same think but on his desk top he has like 5 tabs open you know fb twitter etc but then I walk in and he switches back to the paper he is writing…ahhhh so crazy . Then this is when I like it when I can write on my blog or like today when I could watch my son at his all state track meet 2hrs away and I knew my hip and legs wouldn’t with stand all the standing..and my son finds this site I pay for that is so worth it to watch the whole championship live on -line.. so great I wish we had discovered this sooner. for two yrs now my son has been doing indoor track and I have not seen them because of all the time on your feet …I have seen pictures but not the same. so this was exciting. so yes it as its good and bad points but this was definitely is a thumbs up for me.What do you think about all this technology? love some feedback !