Thoughts..

The wind nips at my face as my hair blows around my face blocking my eyes and sending me stumbling to the ground . The earth below me feels hard and cold like your heart. I curse but not because of you but because of me …why I yell how could I be so blind. How could I not see who you where who I was or became  so weak…I lay there and the  fog surrounds me I try to move but I can’t I can only lay there as the fog gets thicker. My eyes close …I’m awaken by the bright morning  Sun.. I blink and I notice I’m in my room I was dreaming and you are gone and I smile I am not weak I am strong.

 

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Thoughts …

Night time upon us and the chill in the air sends shock waves through  my already tired cold body. The sky is as dark as can be the star’s are tucked away in the cloudy sky. Even the woods seem quiet tonight, no scurrying of wild life to be heard. Just a sound of a far away car motor or a whistle  of train going by to shake the web’s from your tired  mind.. Mother Nature why do you seem upset tonight ?sending this chill our way. Please bring your warmth back please be happy again.

Daily Prompt: Gone

via Daily Prompt: Gone   My pups yes sadly several weeks before Christmas oh do I miss him ..respect  not much  of that  any more . You put up the word gone endless things flood my mind . love true lasting love endless .smiling wow who does that hmm not many . A real big one 2016 yes gone forever .and my favorite the days of living simple yes can we not keep that gone .. funny how one little word is like a huge dark long tunnel of meaning .Different  meaning to everyone but at the same time I think we end up together with our thoughts .

Poem …Random

The moon shines through my bedroom windows casting shadows among my walls .  The cold night air creeps through my walls into my skin giving me slight  a chill. A sound of a trains  whistle off in the distant sounds of a lonely cry sending a chill down my spine.I pull the blankets up to my face like a child does after a bad dream I think to myself of the foolishness of my actions and shake my head to remove the feeling  that now  I know has caused this unsettling feeling ..fear , sadness…life yes life with all it’s uncertainties and changes. I  say to myself to  calm my mind to get through this night is the sun will come up in the morning and there will be a new day of hope yes hope that things will change and life will turn it’s self around yes another day,  and yes hope .

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