I am a stay at home mom of two. I love my morning coffee and my afternoon tea. I love spending time with my family. In my spare time I love to read and especially write. I hope what I share on here all of you will enjoy.
Loving is so hard…
Sometimes love can break your heart whether it is a person that does it out of cruelty or out of deceit .
Or you love too much and the love is not noticed or given back or never enough . and you find yourself feeling lonely and hurt when love should be such a beautiful thing.
Oh my!! Its been a little bit .I was watching a show and they mentioned something about writing a poem and I was like my Winds Of Change!! I’ve been so occupied with the leaves changing and enjoying taking pictures time got away from me. The weather being in the 70′ definitely had me out enjoying the leaves and a walk so since I don’t have much to write about but felt I needed to check in. I’ll share some photos with you. The colors are fading as the leaves are falling but my photos won’t show that proves here and there its still very beautiful.
The morning sun unusually warm for an October day burning my skin as I walked along the bike bath over looking the water stopping here an there when a shadow cast above me having me look up at the beautiful blue sky and gasping in aww at the beautiful Bald Eagle soared through the sky to its nest my hands reaching for my camera to take a picture. Capturing it but only a silhouette of it making me me like I was Rose on the Titanic Movie whispering “Come back…come back except without the raspy voice . Hahaha but like the boat coming back the eagle did not…I waited for a bit slowly walking glancing in the direction of its nest but nothing except a faint sound of chattering deep in the thickness of the tree was enough for me just thinking it was watching over us walking that path bettering ourselves mind and body .
I’ll never tire of this .I can’t imagine living where the lakes never meet the moutains, life would just feel wrong to me. When I sit and just stare off into those mountain’s my thoughts find there answers. Challenges feel less heavy. And life flows like the rivers finding there outlet to whatever is possible. With these ever changing times its comforting to know that this view never will never change.
The Fall Nor’ester is pounding down on us this weekend expecially today a day to stay in with a hot cup of tea or coffee Ive had several coffees .. and enjoy a good book or movie with the rain pausing here and there on Saturday I was able to get in a quick walk before the rain had my walk turning into a slight jog. Its hard to wrap my mind around that its already been a week that I’ve left my Son’s place in the beautiful White Mountains and Littleton NH. I’m finding to be my home away from home. Its so hard to leave. Happy to find that the foliage here is finally showing its beautiful site. Maybe it got jealous that I carried the beautifulness of the foliage back home with me in my heart that it need to show me it existed here. Nature as come so precious to me over the last several years that its incorporated into my my everyday life like a life line to my soul teaching me to be more aware to what is around me. And how I see things in such different ways. Teaching me to be more patient and peaceful and most important to take nothing in this world for granted.
Today Fall felt a bit closer the leaves popping here there with color so far a lot of red .I’m excited( haha) love this time of year. So nature was calling to me to come out and play so off to one of my favorite places to walk along the waters edge. The chilly breeze blowing along the lake was peaceful to listen to as I moved along on a slow but steady pace taking in everything all around me. When I found my way back to my car there was a lady doing the same she stop and told me how beautiful she found this place stopping to stretch her legs for moment on her way to Maine to visit her parents . What a beautiful lady and I don’t mean her looks but yes she was but who she was inside such a beautiful vibrant energy that radiated from her and the warmth and good hearted soul she carried was just so pleasant to just sit and carry on a conversation. If you know me which not many on here I really don’t share much about who I am in general but I’m a chatter box and I love long and deep conversations. its not easy to find those conversation anymore but when I do its such a blessing it let’s you know there’s still beautiful people who enjoy the same thing.
A quiet low key 9/11 the way it should be …the way life should be We fill our days with so many things and sadly the thirst never gets qenched. Sadly I have felt this to be honest at times I still do. Working on changing that. Is it social media is it this backwards chaotic world we live in that I must say social media as created ? Where we supposably are trying to connect us to everything to feel apart of but instead it makes us more lonely, more judging doubting who we are are because we are not going,doing being what everyone is being and doing? What a hamster wheel we find ourselves on running in circles and gaining nothing and learning nothing of this . Im at the lake finishing a walk as the wind is a bit much today slapping my hair in my face pushing me long to finish and go home and find a warm sunny spot sit down with a book and read like the ones sitting near the water are doing making me crave this life more
Laid back labor Day weekend it is. I really don’t celebrate it anymore now that my kids are adults they do there thing . Today though my sister and I decided we wanted to check out the country stores in Vermont so we drove through White River Junction, Woodstock and Killington to grab some dinner on our way back home. The mountains and the peacfullness just pulls on my heart. I can’t imagine living in a area where there is no mountains .we stopped at a the Quechee Gorge country outlets lots to see I think we spent hours in there taking it all in. And then we went to find the Gorge breathtaking it was the beautiful work of nature is so priceless. What we take for granted is quite tearful. We drove through Woodstock just taking in how laid back life seems there life just feels simple . My sister found this cute little restaurant called Casey’s Caboose bitterly felt the vibe of being in a caboose where we ate I have a story to share about that but at another time since its getting late and my eyes are getting heavy. But I just wanted to share the simplness of this day and some photos I enjoyed taking along the way before I went to aleep.
Love when these little moments happen. Its been a bit since I walked along this beautiful lake. I love this time of year the air seems a little bit cooler and fresher after the scorching summer heat. I missed the geese by seconds has they were in flight .I’ll get them next time but as I was saying I love when these moments happen…. I looked up and there in the clouds a tiny heart layed over the lake .Its nice to see these little blessings again Do you see it?
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