Awake…

Laying here  in bed darkness surrounds  me ..except for the shadows on the wall from the moon . A train whistle  echos  as it passes through the night. Why is the sound  seem like such a lonely cry? My eyes feel heavy of sleep but my mind is filled with thoughts ..sleep I tell myself tomorrow is another day. Sleep and  dream of pleasant things another train whistle blows and this time gently  persuades  me to sleep.

Photo Monday…

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So this is my photo for my photo Monday. It’s pretty   isn’t it? well I think so and my daughter thought so as well. As we sat in her car and the water went swooshing  I believe that’s a word well will go with it because that’s how it sound as it went around us and the scent of bumble gum was in the air and the water just kept hitting every side of her car and the the lighted sign lite up telling us the car now was going to get wax sprayed on it  and this is what formed on the windshield yes we are in a car wash hahaha and the wax was rainbow color . pretty amazing ….well we thought so if you haven’t figured it out yet ,well let me say it doesn’t take much to impress us and take  a picture of it …yes we are crazy we where snapping away pics of this. If people could of  seen us they would of thought we had some serious issues but sadly never saw colored wax. so I thought this would be perfect to post because it was just so different then my other photos I have posted. I hope you enjoy as much as we did.

 

The door open the door closes….constantly

Good thing I have many doors to my house,  many comings and goings lately and I think more to come. I think it makes the kitty Miss Abigail’s head spin. since my son got his drivers license he is constantly going somewhere well in reason …..and my car as well right now it’s fine I do not have to get out has much   in the  winter  my hip does not like the cold .So my Son does do well grabbing things if I  need him to but lately I  just go with my husband or daughter.  When summer gets here it will be a different story he will need to have his own car. He is loving how he can just go and not have to wait for a ride and my husband and I actually enjoy the break of being a taxi. Never thought we would feel this way ,at first it was a little sad I felt not as needed but now I see he just needs me in a different way moral support, we talk more it’s nice this little boy that I once knew now stands in front of me a  nice young man and now with my older daughter I have  a whole new insight a new relationship of conversations laughs with them and their friends and yes the comings and goings and  can’t forget a lot of quiet nights home with my husband also. Funny how life comes back around and so fast.

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My Valentines Day….

This years Valentines Day was a quiet one ,  My husband and I where not feeling that great ..not surprised with everything that is going around at the moment  so we ordered in from one of our favorite places enjoyed a quiet but delicious meal . Our kids where out so it was very quiet .. then we decides to settle in our bedroom and and get cozy  under the the covers and watch our shows we watch on Tuesday nights and so we laughed mind you in between coughing and the kitty Miss Abigail scratching at our bed  ….okay so not the most romantic night but lets see we will be celebrating  our 22nd wedding anniversary  next week and that isn’t adding in the fact 4yrs together before  that.  we must be doing something right hahaha .and adding in sickness what can you do so we made the best of it . I must say the I loved it and it was so simple and cozy and nice, sometimes the littlest things are the most meaningful and memorable ,Didn’t I say in my past posts its the simple things in life that makes me happy.

Photo Wednesday …from Monday

screenshot_2017-02-09-14-45-52-1         It’s  been a crazy first week with my Son getting his license and wondering okay worrying about his whereabouts …what is a mother to do . .then the crazy  snow storms that getting on here has been a challenge so my photo Monday is today . it’s my daughters kitty Miss Abigail I found her in one of our rooms while tidying things up around the house .This made me stop and just take her in enjoying looking at the poor doves trying to shelter themselves from the storm and the funny thing is they could see her and did not seem to mind.It makes you wonder what goes through cats minds ….I may have found her this way but photo credits to my daughter who captured this beautiful sight. I hope you enjoy it as much as I have and my daughter as well.

life Of a Parent.

My mind feels like its spinning

so many things I’m  thinking about

worrying about wondering about…

and  I thought life would be calmer  less complicated

if anything its confusing  exhausting …what is my roll ?

either say or care to much or don’t say or care enough

what to do … parenting.

 

 

 

New Beginnings…

 

Good Morning!  This morning I slept in no 5:30 alarm and now just enjoying my first cup of coffee. So it begins end of a chapter  to a beginning of a new chapter for my  husband and I.  My Son got his  drivers license yesterday and lets say a bitter sweet moment for me as we got back to  our house after the driving test and  getting a few things I needed , he grabbed his school bag and said okay I am ready to go are you sure ? you don’t need the car I said I’m fine all set just be careful he smiles and responds back with I will. as I watch him get in the car and drive off to school I just stood there… yes my baby is driving where did the time go.  it will be nice not to have to go and bring him everywhere because he is a very active boy it will a bit challenging for a little bit sharing my vehicle until he finds a car or I do, so far have it covered so this morning he took the car and I will grab it after since he has a late track meet and the car doesn’t need to sit in the school parking lot all day.  so another new chapter I know every parent goes through this I have already my oldest though my daughter but I did not worry as much because she has always been calmer cautious just the total opposite of my son and he is my last so my day will have more free space in it and maybe a bit more worry for now  but the look on my Sons face when he passed was priceless it was the same look when he got his 1st little bike at 3yrs old and my heart just melted at the sight of his smile.

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