Strange.

 

So we found out that Miss Abigail is afraid of the sound of owls if you read last night’s post we thought the boy’s …coyote where howling figured it out it was owls. Miss Abigail was hiding its strange because the boy’s do not scare her so it was strange to see this reaction. My daughter came home a little bit after and I didn’t think to warn her of the noise…she heard but something different because she told us when she got out of her car and was walking  up to the door she heard branches cracking in the woods and dropped everything in her hands getting in the door the  wildlife was out and about more then usual and there wasn’t even a full moon.  A strange night. Indeed  It should be quiet tonight because it’s a rainy cool one things should be settled in and staying warm and dry. Will see.

Favorite part of my day….

It’s once again night time and yes I’m in the dark. If you read my last post I wrote in the dark☺..the fan is gently running bringing in the fresh cool night air..rain is coming  you can smell it .the fan is humming  I think the sound is relaxing to miss Abigail she is laying wuth us tonight love this fur ball. I should be sleeping but  I am wide awake then ever alway liked night time better it’s a strange thing I guess I just find it peaceful I read better I like to write and yes I like to talk hahaha which is not good for my husband because he is not a night person .soon school will be out and no routine well it’s less over the yrs now that I have only one left in school and is a junior so he is very independent. Doesn’t like to talk in the morning so I do not have to get up  he does his thing.. soon I can sit on our deck with my daughter and look at the star’s and see how many falling stars we see have a little wine as well and hear the  peepers.but for now the fan will have to do . Oh I think the boy’s are out that is what I call the coyote I can hear them in the distance now howling to ‘ each other  they must be hunting. In all the yrs we lived here I should  be use to them but it still sends a chill through me when the howl such a Erie sound it makes you want to be inside well they have stopped must of found what they where  hunting for.so tell me what your favourite part of the day is would love to know.

Thinking…

I’m laying here in the darkness while my husband sleeps I could go into another room but I want to feel the warmth of my bed and hearing him sleep is comforting. .My thoughts are keeping me awake the t radgedy in London and just all the injustice in this world is heavy on the mind and ‘heart.  Everyone is suffering from something  whether is attacks drug addiction it’s just so unfair .life as become more sscary ,every time my kids walk out the door I pray they,will  be safe.Yes I guess that is normal but it’s just the worries have gotten so much  bigger and how do we stop it ? It’s definitely not going tyo change any time  soon. I just wish for peace and love and a simple safe happy lufe. Is that possible?  Oh my mind is so unsettled tonight even the sound of a distant train is giving me a chill down my spine , when other night’s it would be soothing…comfortting. I pray tonight for health and safety and happiness   as I try to sleep..

 

 

 

 

 

Heart hurts for you…

My heart is heavy  and will be for awhile my prayers go out to all the victim’s and their families and and all of you in London  what a selfish act ,this has given us one more example of how cruel this world has become ..for everyone of you who have lost a loved one or injured love one from this tragedy   I hold you close to my heart. Also to all of you who live there you are strong and amazing and do not let them break you  stay safe and always remember you are not alone.

Photo Monday!

 

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There is not many of these covered bridges  anymore this one is located where I grew up. when I was a little girl it was open to vehicles by the time I became a teenager they closed it due it’s unsafe conditions the  town decided to close it because they did not have the funds to repair it sadly .,, so  now it just sits there lonely except for the comfort of the river flowing gently beneath or the occasional people who would walk through or just sit and enjoy the peaceful sound of the river .  This was one of the first places where I started my first journal and I could peacefully write at times while I sat and wrote the wind would go through its thin aged wood making a creaking sound sometime it was a bit creepy especially when you where by yourself I still get a chill when I think back . I love that bridge it holds so many memories for me and many others. I hope you enjoy my Photo for this week.

Motherhood

Motherhood..happy ..laughter , strict ups and downs.  One minute busy next minute   echos of loudness next moment quietness you  could  hear a pin  drop. One minute you feel you have all the answers next minute yo have none.You try to be strong all the time but sometimes you just feel weak.One day you feel like your everything to everyone sometimes you feel like your nothing. Life of a mother is a hard job there are a lot of special moments but there can be some sad and sometime you feel like your working 24/7 then your not doing nothing at all. I guess that’s what mothers do and its a tricky thing but in the end it’s so worth this rollercoaster  ride.

 

Good Morning

Good Morning woke up to sunny and 80 degrees  and muggy. No happy medium  just two days ago we had the heat on and now we should  have air conditioning on but not ready to run that yet so it will be Windows close and shades half down untill the sun moves away from our house …so crazy. If you read my last post well I think I am going stop  obsessing over everything being the way it use to be and follow my family’s way  and if they do not like it or wonder what’s going on hmm well then I guess they will have to step up. I think I need to be able to have my own way as well..this is so hard for me because  then i always feel guilty  or selfish so I have to push through these feelings and do this so we can ALL be happy. .. will see .